Has there ever been a time where you wish you could just drown your sorrows away.
Making them just disappear from life entirely.
Life would've been so much more easier that way.
Hyung.. why did you have to go..
Without you I feel like nothing, you were my source of happiness
All I have left is this pooling feeling around me..
Almost suffocating me..
Hyung! Why did you go!? Why did you leave me here in this dreadful world..
All alone...
It's all my fault..
Trapping myself in this one sided loved
You wouldn't have known..
Nor would you have cared...
You were obsessed with something else.
Treating that thing as if they mattered more in life then anything
What about me?
Was everything just a lie?
You clearly didn't care so why should I?..
It's my fault
I'm just a coward
A stupid, stupid, stupid idiot
What was I thinking..?
I'm nothing but a worthless pile of junk
that should be discarded in the deepest regions of the ocean
Never to be found or mentioned of again
