What happened before

Part 2 Eans pov

Hey my names Ean And let me just tell you it sucks to be the only boy in a group of three other girls. But other then that I guess it's okay.

I got a girlfriend and her names Idun and I love her so much we hit it off so quickly and I couldn't imagine life without her and I hope we get married or something because we're soul mates. But there's one thing I haven't really told her and I feel awful for not telling her but um how am I even suppose to explain this, but I have ice powers. Yup as crazy as it seems I have ice powers I freeze things. It runs in our family and I guess I'm the unlucky one.

I know what your going to say. Ice powers! That's so cool your so lucky. But it sucks I can't control it and I have to wear gloves all the time just to stop my self from freezing the whole castle. I hate it so much I wish I was normal but I'm not. Not to mention in the process I managed to hurt my sister Elinor or Lin.

So what happened was one day I just couldn't sleep. I just wasn't tired. So I went to Lins room we've always been so close and do everything with each other. So I went to her room and surprise surprise she was up. Anyways we ran down the stairs just to walk around the castle and explore. We were only 7 and 6. Anyways I was already down the stairs I had slide down the railing. I was encouraging Lin to do the same thing. What was I thinking she was six. But anyways she tried. She was halfway down when she had lost her balance. And she started to fall down on the floor and she was pretty high up. I didn't know what to do I created some snow on the floor so she would fall on that. But in the process I managed to hit her on the head with my powers.

She was knocked out and unconscious. And I saw her dark brown hair that a streak was turning gray! She wasn't waking up so I screamed for my dad. My dad Alexander came rushing down the stairs. He scooped Lin up and bright me with him. We went on his horse and rode all the way to the middle of a forest. All I saw was rocks, but then they started to move. And they were trolls apparently anyways they saved Lin. They warned me that my powers were very dangerous and I had to control them. A couple of days later Lin finally woke up. Ever since then I've always felt guilty and I always try to protect her.

You might of thought is that it, is that all your problems. Well guess what I still have more problems. I have an eating disorder, yes I know it's quite strange for a boy to have one but trust me it happens. Anyways I hate my body and I wish I was skinnier, my sisters always tell me there's nothing wrong with me and that I'm perfect. But when I look in the mirror all I see is an image that I don't want to see. So I restrict my eating I go on long runs and exercise all the time. In the past year I've fainted five times and the doctors say I'm to skinny but I just don't see it. And I don't know what to do

Also since I have powers my father just thinks I'm a weapon. He's really a great dad and I care about him so much but he has me train all the time to use my powers to destroy the enemy but I just can't stand it.