What happened before

Chapter 3 Elinors prov

My names Elinor and to everyone I seem like a quite lady like girl. But honey that's not the real me. It's just a act I pull. In reality I'm nothin close to lady like. First of all I love weapons especially my bow an arrow I love it so much. I just go out on my horse and shoot arrows. Also I'm not your how Can I say typical princess I mean I love weapons and also I hate dresses but I wear them when I'm at home or when people are around. But when I'm training with Ean and dad. Or out on the forest I wear black pants with a simple green shirt.

Like Valka said my hair I guess is freakishly long, but I like it that way and I don't care what people say in reality I'm just to scared to cut my hair so I just let it grow long. I usually keep it in two braids held by gold ribbons. Honestly I just keep it like that because I don't know what else to do with it.

I also love to party and go out and do whatever I want with my best friend moan. How Can I put this but Moan is 116. Now before you say anything 100 years ago when Moan was 16 the people in her village accused her of being a witch, I mean thats not entirely a lie but anyways they hanged her. But like I said she's a witch she did die but she came back from the dead I guess and she's still 16 and never ages and she's stuck like that forever.

I also have a boyfriend his names John. At first he was sweet and nice. But the longer we were together the more abusive he got. At first it was just him calling me names. I didn't really care. But then he started hitting me and punching me. It's gotten so bad. I've tried so many times to break up with him but he just keeps on coming back or he just hurts me. I never want to get married or have another boyfriend because I'm to scared there going to be like John. I just want to live on a island all by my self. Worst part is the only person I've told that I have a boyfriend is Valka. I don't know what to do.

I've also been hearing some rumors around the castle that  Arianna was going to marry a German prince  and I was going to have to marry a Scottish Lord's son what was his name frank or Fergus. As some sort of peace treaty because we're at war with those countries. I don't really remember but I don't think it's true it's just a rumor.  But it might be true because dad has been teaching me Gaelic and been teaching Arianna German, but who knows. Plus there's no way in hell I would ever get married or have kids. That's just not the life for me.

I know what your probably thinking wait a second aren't you like 15? Why do you have a gray streak in your hair. Well apparently Ean hit me in the head with his ice powers when I was six. But I really don't know what happened. I mean I don't really care about it that much.

Also ever since I was nine for some reason I keep on having nightmares about this giant black bear with an missing eye. And for some reason In the dream I turn into a bear because of some red head girl. It gets really scary sometimes. There's also parts where there's a bunch of men  trying to kill me it's so strange.

I guess I should talk about the fact that I found my dead mother hanging in the closet. I remember that day vividly I was six. I went to look for my mom and was going to ask her if she wanted to go out and play. Then I walked into the room and saw her. Just hanging there looking lifeless. I thought she was joking at first but when I got closer I saw she was turning purple and her eyes started to roll behind her head. Then I just screamed I didn't know what else to do. So I just screamed and cried, until my dad came in and saw what happened he scooped me up and took me out of the room. I don't remember much about my mom.

Ok so last thing about me is I love to sing and play my guitar. Yea I know that might be weird for a person like me to love singing and stuff, but I just keep it to my self and not tell anyone.