Forever Alone

Apologizing

*Esme* 

I was in the hospital. Just great. Only I would end up sick, nearly dying and having to be stuck here. Hospitals always gave me the creeps, because of the Halloween movies. Michael Myers is always in hospitals killing all these people. Gabby just left with Christopher and Mikael stayed behind because he apparently wanted to talk. 

He seems a bit off, and to be honest I am NOT in the mood to talk to anyone, Reason why I told Gabby to stay home instead of here. I sighed, showing that I'm ready for whatever he had to say. He quickly glanced up and down, then he got up to sit at the very edge of my bed. "I came because your cousin told me that you were sick and I wanted to see for myself that you were ok. I know it's a bit over the top but to be frank, I really do care about you. In such short time I do." I shifted in my bed, this was getting uncomfortable. "Thank you for coming, I'm glad my cousin told you, and just know that it really does mean a lot to me that you care. But you should head on home now." I sounded harsh, but I was really tired. He looked at me, then he looked forward, nodded then walked out. *sigh* I'll have to apologize later but right now what I need is sleep. 

*Morning* 

Gabby came in around 8:30 and I changed out of my hospital gown to put on my sweats, sweater and boots. It's raining outside today and I love it! I always thought that all rainy days would be great days since people tend to think that rainy days are bad, negative etc. The Doctor gave me antibiotics and another type of medicine that I should take for atleast another week. We both walked out of the hospital and headed home. I put in my headphones and closed my eyes listening to "When The Darkness Comes". We arrived home and my parents still weren't home. Gabby and I both went up to our rooms without saying a word. She seems to be grumpy, thats a first. 

I lay down and pull my blanket over me and fell asleep. 

Gabby knocks on the door then comes in with soup. My cousin rocks. "Thanks Gabby." "Don't sweat it hun. I have some great news." My eyebrows shoot up and she smiles, "It's Christopher. Yesterday we talked and we both apologized to each other about what had happened earlier. So tonight we're going out for dinner. That's if you need me to stay here, help you out." Gabby quickly added. "No are you kidding? Go out and eat with Mr. Hottie. I'll be totally fine." "Mikael told me what happened yesterday and he was pretty bummed out about it." Crap. I totally forgot that I blew him off. Ugh. "I was just really tired yesterday and I totally blew him off. I'll text him later today and say sorry. I just wanted to sleep. You should know how I am when I don't eat or sleep!" Gabby laughed and just nodded, "Well better text him Esme. Or better yet call him. He deserves that and more." She winked, and quickly got up from the bed.

 "OH MY GOD ESME!" I jumped up, and almost fell of the bed. "WHAT??" "Christopher kissed me yesterday!! Oh my god Esme the man's lips are heaven. I had no idea that he would kiss me and then he just I-I couldn't believe it." I get up and sit Gabby down, she looks like she'll lose it any minute. I smirk to myself, "Esme I seriously can't handle it, like what is that?!" "Gabby calm down. He's totally into you like really into you. You have to go and have dinner with him! Talk, get to know him and I guarantee you and him will be together within the next week, no doubt." Gabby quickly gets up and has her determined look on. "YES!! Tonight will be perfect! And you don't forget to call Mikael!" She quickly walks out my room and goes to hers. 

*2 hours later* 

I'm laying down on my bed looking up at my ceiling listening to "A Nova Vida" thinking about what should I tell Mikael. I still haven't texted him and Gabby has already asked me three times if I texted him but, I just haven't done it yet. I don't know what to say, should I just say sorry? Should I call him instead? Do I go to see him? He came to see me, so I should be able to see him. I will, I'll just go over to his house and apologize. But I don't know where he lives. Great.