Forever Alone

All things go wrong..

*Esme* 

I wake up around 9 a.m. the next day and go into the kitchen for some water and snack on an orange, and as soon as I get upstairs, I quickly run in the bathroom and vomit everywhere. I'm vomitting until I had nothing left in my stomach, and yellow fluid started to come out. I go downstairs and grab the mop out of the closet and go back up to clean everything. When I finish I go back to lay down again. Slowly I drift off to sleep and dream of Mikael. Everything was perfect in my dream. Suddenly, I wake up at 2 o'clock and rush into the bathroom and vomit more of the yellow fluid. I have nothing in my system to throw up, so I assume thats why the yellow fluid is coming out. I go back into my room and check my temperature, it went down to 100.3 so I guess thats some progress. 

Gabby comes in and I can tell she has been crying. She sits on my bed and i ask, "What's wrong? What happened?" She's sobbing and tells me,"I go to work and I'm totally fine Esme! And then Mr. Dalton calls me and asks me to go after work to see him, so I go not knowing what was going to happen. Then he comes up with this bullshit that why didn't I accept the job offer, and that he wanted to see me, and that he just wanted to talk more because we didn't eleborate more on the whole meeting at The Foundation. And i just got up and told him good bye and left, Esme. I didn't know what to say and I'm pretty sure I made a fool of myself." I'm in shock. "Gabby why would you run out? He didn't say anything wrong. Well maybe about the whole accepting the job offer but everything else was like a normal conversation Gabby. Look" I try my best to sit up but she waves me off to keep still,"I really think that you should have stayed Gabb's and talked with him. I'm pretty sure you are just overwhelmed with everything thats going on, and a new beginning just took it's toll on you." She looks at me still crying and her eyes are red, her nose and cheeks red. Despite of her waving me off, I sit up and give her a hug. Then she sobs into my shoulder,"I just can't do anything right now Esme, & your parents are kicking us out just put everything into overdrive." "I understand not completely because I'm not going through the same thing as you except, the whole being kicked out but we can get through it together." She sits up and wipes her tears. "What am I going to do with Christopher. Uhh Mr. Dalton." "I like his name. Look just call him and just apologize. Not today call him tomorrow, so you want be even more overwhelmed." 

Gabby leaves and goes back to her room. She's agreed to calling tomorrow and apologizing to Mr. Dalton. I take more advil and turn on the t.v. when I get a text from a unknown number:

*Hey Esme?*

*Yeah. Who's this?*

*It's Mikael. From class*

*Oh hi Mikael. What's up? Is everything ok?*

*I should be asking you that, it's the first time you've missed this whole year. Are you ok?*

I blush looking at the text, oh my:

*I'm just a little sick. I probably have the flu so i stood home and took the day off at work. I go back in thursday, well tomorrow.*

*Oh I see. Do you need anything? I could get you more medicine or drinks, snacks, whatever you need* 

I smile:

*Thank you but I'm okay. I've got everything covered here at home.*

*Do you think I could come over to visit?*

What the hell??

*Umm. I wouldn't want you to get sick, I'll be back tomorrow.*

*I could bring over movies and we can sort of work on the project since the first part is due Friday*

Oh shoot I forgot about that, well I guess it's okay if he comes over before my parents come home.