Jimin is hopelessly in love with his best friend Yoongi, who is totally oblivious to Jimin's feelings. When Yoongi's girlfriend of 6 months breaks up with him, he is absolutely devastated and is not sure how he can go on without her. Jimin is willin...
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Jimin got home after a long day of classes. It had been a gloomy, rainy day outside and he was downright exhausted. He dropped his stuff down on the kitchen counter, ran his fingers through his hair and let out a much needed sigh.
He was happy to finally have some alone time.
It had been a couple weeks since their first night together. After that unexpected occurrence, Yoongi would always come by Jimin's apartment needing a little "help" with some of his pent up frustrations, and Jimin could never say no, not even when he was really not in the mood or truly tired. Frankly, Jimin was beyond exhausted because Yoongi was uncharacteristically clingy, but it wasn't like that at first.
The first night they hooked up, Jimin could remember the older holding him for maybe 5 minutes before he rolled over and fell asleep. Jimin had woken up the next morning to the right side of his bed empty. The older had left a note on the night stand that simply said "Sorry." And Jimin would be lying if he said it didn't sting.
Yoongi couldn't stand up and take responsibility for what he had done the previous night, leaving Jimin to feel degraded and pathetic all by himself. Of course he knew the older didn't have any feelings for him, but it still hurt, leaving Jimin a naked, sobbing mess.
And alone.
Jimin forced a smile on his face the next time he saw the blonde, not wanting to stir anymore awkward tension with his best friend. Surprisingly, Yoongi did the same, pretending that nothing weird had ever happened between the two. So you can imagine that it was quite shocking to the younger when Yoongi showed up two nights later with the same intentions as before.
But Jimin couldn't say no. He loved Yoongi, so it wasn't too hard for him to spread his legs, yet again, for the one who had his heart. He was willing to help Yoongi heal from what was hurting him, even though it was destroying him. He would help him no matter how long it took.
He didn't think this new 'relationship' would last for a couple weeks like it had. He figured it would sizzle down eventually. Maybe when all of Yoongi's feelings for Sera subsided, it would all end. But the thought of that hurt Jimin too.
He didn't want them to pretend it never happened. Could they even go back to normal after?
What Jimin really didn't expect was for him to be so exhausted. Yoongi wasn't exactly gentle during sex, especially when he had a rough day. Like when he would see Sera in the hallways acting like nothing in the world phased her, purposely flirting with other guys in front of him. Those days he was always particularly rough in bed, so Jimin was pretty sore if he was being honest.
He knew he was being used, but what hurt the most was when Yoongi started to moan her name during sex or when he went down on him. That honestly stung, but he forced himself to ignore his feelings. This was supposed to be casual sex. Between friends. Right.
How did their friendship turn into this?
Jimin shook his head to rid of his thoughts. Tonight, Jimin was determined to have some well deserved alone time.
