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Yoongi sat at his desk, working on a Music Theory assignment

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Yoongi sat at his desk, working on a Music Theory assignment. It was raining outside, so it made his dorm room pretty dark. Even with his desk light on, the room was only shadows. But that's okay, he didn't want the sunlight right now. The sun was too bright and cheerful. He hasn't been either of those for weeks now.

After what he happened with Jimin, he'd fallen down a dark hole of self hatred and guilt. He can clearly remember Jimin begging him to slow down that night, or maybe just talk to him. The look of physical and emotional pain was burned into his memory. It was tearing him apart.

Looking back, he knows that he was truly just too selfish to realize how much he was hurting the one person that had always been by his side.

They were best friends. They should have never had sex that first time. He doesn't even know why he asked the younger to in the first place. Because he was there, or maybe-

Why did I do this? He asked himself this question every day, but he's never come close to getting a clear answer to it.

He knows there's definitely not an excuse for it. But maybe, at the time, if he felt some kind of connection from someone other than Sera, than maybe he'd be able to move on faster. Clearly, that was one of the dumbest things he's ever thought.

Things took a turn when he continued using Jimin's body as a coping mechanism. He became obsessed with it. He took advantcage of his best friend in the worst way possible.

Yoongi had made the decision to shut himself out of Jimin's life entirely because he knows Jimin would be better without him.

He knows Jimin though. He knows Jimin probably wishes that they would work things out eventually, but he just can't do that. Yoongi can't bring himself to look the younger in the eyes after everything.

Yoongi isn't sure if his grand plan to make Jimin hate him has been successful or not yet. He's definitely done an excellent job at avoiding the pretty brunette, but making Jimin hate him would be tricky.

Yoongi would have to become a true college asshole- a true fuckboy.

He started to go after his ex-girlfriend again. At this point, he didn't even want to be with Sera anymore, but he knew how Jimin would feel if they got back together.

Kang Sera loved the attention Yoongi was giving her again. She's probably feeling pretty powerful. She was able to cheat on Yoongi, dump him, and the boy still came crawling right back to her.

But she is completely blind to Yoongi's true intensions.

Yoongi saw Jimin that day in the hallway.

Yoongi was walking beside Sera, ignoring her as she told him all about her new role that she ended up scoring. He saw the younger dart into the bathroom. He recalls him looking a little green. His best friend instincts were tugging on him to go check on Jimin, but before he could, he remembered that he's not supposed to. He's cutting all ties with the smaller, and this was a perfect opportunity.

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