Triple Threat

~TWO~

The next day...

Misas POV

I woke up to murmering and the bright sunlight creeping in through the blinds. I turned my head to the side to see Grayson passed out in the chair next to me.

"Misa. Good morning. How do you feel?" The nice nurse asked and I gave a weak smile. "Better." I replied. She checked my heart monitor and then gave me my medicine. "You will experience pain all over your abdominal and pelvic region but we will give you some pain killers.  but other than that you should be good to go by tonight." She assured and I nodded. " Thank you."

She and the doctors walked out of the room and left me alone with Grayson, who was now awake.

"Hey baby, how are you feeling?" He asked and I grabbed his hand. " I'm doing better... Physically but not mentally or emotionally." I confessed and he kissed the back of my hand. "We will get through this. I promise." He confirmed and I smiled. "please promise you won't leave me for not giving you a family.." I pushed and he seemed to stay quiet for a bit. Is he hesitating!? "Babe... I won't. I love you and only you. Miss dolan." He smiled at the end and I laughed. "It has a good ring to it." I laughed even more and he joined in.

"Alright babe get so more rest. Get some more sleep. I'll wake you when we are headed home." He played with my hair and I smiled. He stared into my eyes and I stared into his and then he closed the gap between us. He set his soft plump lips on mine and i felt goosebumps rise on my skin.

The kiss seemed to deepen and I had to pull away before it went too far. "Oh sorry.. I forgot... No fucking" he whispered and I laughed and punched him in the arm. " Yea... For about a month." I concluded and his mouth dropped. "what!" He said annoyed and I rolled my eyes. "what am I supposed to do for a month?" He asked upset and I chuckled. "The ole reliable." I said grabbing his arm and shaking his hand in the air. "Misa... I stopped using my hand at 13... It's not satisfying." He said seriously and I laughed. "Sorry bout it."

"Okay now go to bed so I can cry in the bathroom." He said and I just laughed myself to sleep.

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"Babe... It's time to go." I felt a warm hand rub over my arm. I opened my eyes slowly and groaned. "Fineee." I complained and I heard him chuckle.

He helped me out of the bed and I dropped to my feet. He gave me my clothes and I headed inside the bathroom to change.

I walked in and the tile was colder than in the room. It smelled of alcohol and soap. I took my gown off, only to see my naked body. Oh Lord.

I saw wear they cut and I saw my flabby body. Pregnancy got me a bit chubby... I shook my head and just put on my sweatshirt and my shorts.

"Not now.. " I heard a whisper as I slowly opened the door. "I'm headed home... No not tonight. Look I'll talk to you later." He ended the call and turned around and faced me. His face went a bit red but other than that he was normal. "Who was that?" I laughed and he smirked. "Oh no one babe." He pulled me into a hug and I pushed him off of me. "Uh no. Who was it?" I asked again and he sighed. "Fine okay...it was Ethan. He wanted to come over but I said not tonight..." He said quickly and smiled a fake smile.

"Oh alright." I said and walked to get my things into my bag. "You want me to make dinner tonight?" He asked and I laughed. "What's so funny?" He questioned wrapping his hands around my waist. "You can't cook... Remember what happened last week with the chicken?" I pressed and he sighed. "That chicken must have had herpes or some shit." He joked and I just shook my head.

I gathered my things and he took then and headed to the lobby while I met with my doctor.

"Hello Misa. Feeling better right?" He asked and I shrugged. "Yea I guess..." He shook his head a bit and pressed his lips together. "What is it?" I asked and he hesitated. "Misa do you have a history of any drugs or alcohol issues?" He said curiously and I sighed. "Alcohol... But it wasn't severe." I stated honestly and he nodded. "you see with your liver issues... It seemed to me it was damaged from something entering your body, not naturally." He informed and I just stayed silent.

"I'm not judging Misa, but staying sober like you have been for over a year is what is best..." He said sincerely and I nodded. "Now I wrote a prescription here for pain... And antidepressants." He said and my eyes widened. "I don't need antid-" "Misa... For your benefit." He said and I just nodded and took the paper and left.

I headed to the lobby, where I saw Grayson talking to a nurse and was handed papers to sign. "Ready?" He asked and I nodded. "What's wrong?" He asked and I just shook my head. "Uh nothing... I'm fine." I lied and he narrowed his eyes and then shrugged. "Okay then let's get going."

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The ride home was uneasy for me... With x playing silently in the background and the ache of my heart I felt like I was on the verge of a mental breakdown.

I stared out the window and stayed silent... Trying to block out the bad moments that happened to me most recently. And trying to find a way to not bring up that my "alcohol addiction" is probably the reason I can't have kids... But I don't think it is... Hopefully.

I became lost in my thoughts... I could have have 4 children by now... 2 sets of twins.... Happy and healthy and... Alive. But not, it didn't happen.. because of me.

"Babe! Misa! Baby!" I heard graysons voice but my thoughts seemed to overpower his voice and I didn't pay attention. "Hello!?" He grabbed my hand and I was immediately pull away from my mind and stared into his eyes. "You okay?" His eyes were heavy, and deep green now... Beautiful. I nodded in silence. He huffed and turn off the ignition. I didn't even know we were at the house already.

"You are not okay." He said again and I shook my head. "Stop lying. Okay? Just stop. You are not fine and guess what I'm not either. And it's okay." He assured and I teared up.

"It's just... We could of had a happy family. 4 children...laughs and shouts and them running arou-und" I didn't notice I was sobbing until I couldn't breathe and I had to take a deep breath. He grabbed my hand with his and held it tightly. "Misa. Shit happens. A miracle will come one day I promise. Just know I'm here always." He kissed the back of my hand and smiled.

"Okay..." I said quietly and wiped away my tears.

"Okay. Now let's go fuc- dammit I mean let's go "have dinner"." He said and rolled his eyes all annoyed. "It's not even that serious." I laughed and he chuckled and hopped out the car.

I looked at my prescription and sighed..."fuck I guess I will need you."