~TWENTY- THREE~

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Ethan's POV

"Fuck." I kept whispering to myself and I held my head in my hands. Why did I try?

I can't do that. It's not right. It can't be right. It would be bad. Backstabbing. Grayson is my brother for fucks sake!

I lay down on the bed in the guest room and look up at the ceiling and watch the fan go in circles.

(Flashback)
" I trusted him. I can't believe I did that. He played me just like before. " She sobbed. I tried to calm her down but she kept pushing me away. Then i pulled her into a hug. "misa calm down."i said as i held her tightly.

She bawled into his chest, just letting all the anger and sadness that was built inside her spill out. " it's okay. I'm here." I assured as i rubbed her back and kissed her head.
(End of flashback)

I blink my eyes and shake my head then roll over on my stomach and grab a pillow and hold it under my head.

(Flashback)
I looked at her, then my eyes dropped to her lips.

Then i entered through the doorway and without hesitation, collided my lips against hers.

I shut the door behind me and then turned her around and pinned her against it. I locked it, as my lips were still moving with hers.

I shifted my hand from the latch ,up her arm, and to her face.i  cupped her cheek and the other wrapped gently around her waist.
(End of flashback)

I snap back into reality, wondering why I am thinking about all the memories we shared. It almost makes me sad.

Why didn't she choose me? Maybe I am better...

No... I AM better.

Misas POV

I throw on a big t shirt that i saw laying on my bed and some shorts and head downstairs.

I heard the shower running in the downstairs bathroom and sigh. He's still here.

I walk into the kitchen and open the fridge. Dammit. I groan in frustration and then my eyes catches a glimpse of a shiny hold empty bottle and i bite my lip.

I stand there for a long moment, wondering why I can't just forget about it and just leave it alone. But for some reason the cravings are worse. A lot worse. And i can't make it stop.

"Misa?" I heard my name called and i shut the fridge hard and whipped around. Uhhhhhh

My eyes travel down the body of a shirtless, wet, and toned Ethan. His grey sweats hanging low, revealing his v line. I swallow hard.

(Flashback)
I glided my hand up his chest and then wrapped my arm around his neck. I ran my fingers threw his hair, as our lips moved in unison. He was gentle, carressing my cheek with his fingers and gripping slightly on my hips.
(End of flashback)

"Misa?" He called again, his eyes furrowed and I blink and stare. "I'm sorry what?" I respond closing my eyes and I hear him chuckle and when i reopen them he is standing inches away.

I gasp at how close he is and I bite my lip and drop my eyes. "Misa..." He whispers and i swallow hard.

"I can't." I whisper and he bites his lip and nods. "Misa i-"

"What the fuck is going on?"

To be continued...

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