Years later the young couple, Grayson and Misa Dolan, soon face challenges that not only causes issues with Misa's health, but a huge predicament with their marriage falls into play. Not knowing whether to leave or stay, Misa soon realizes she has...
Recap: "I'm so sorry." She slurred out and dropped a bottle on the ground and it rolled towards my feet. It rattled as it came to a stop and my eyes widened and my mouth dropped as I saw the topless orange bottle before me.
"Misa NO!"
I dropped to my knees before her and grabbed the bottle and stared at the label and read the prescription. Oh fuck!!!
I grabbed her face and held it up right and made her look at me.
"Misa!" I screamed at her but she was a sobbing, drunk, overdosed mess. Tears stung my eyes as I watched her body go limp and her eyes closing and I grabbed her and held her.
"I-im so sorry." She cried and I cried with her.
"No!" I finally yelled, holding her upright and stared into her eyes. "I- I can-" "you don't have to do this Misa! Please don't do this!" I yelled at her but she shook her head and wiped away the tears off her swollen tear stained cheeks.
I grabbed ahold of the pill bottle and immediately my eyes went wide with horror.
I lifted my attention off of the medication and to misa, who started to drink out of a half empty bottle of vodka. "Misa!" I shouted and pushed the vodka out of her grasp and watched as it flew across the kitchen and landed on the floor with a cracking thud.
She reached for the bottle and i grabbed her body and she turned around and tried to fight me off of her.
"Let me go-oO!" She sobbed and punched and shoved at me and to my surprise she was strong for a drunk girl. I pinned her down on the floor and she cried under my grip and All I could do was yell over her screams and make her sop crying anf listen to me.
"Misa! You don't want to do this. Please-" "I want to go! Please just le-et m-me goOo." She was struggling to breathe and her body rocked with every sob that escaped her mouth.
"No! Im not!" I started to cry again. Tears escaped my ducts uncontrollably and all I could do was break down with her.
I let go of her and she got up and she tried to grab at the empty pill bottle but I grabbed her by her waist and lifted her up.
"Ethan no!" She cried aloud and I grabbed her face with my hand and forced her to face me. "I'm sorry Misa but I can't loose you too." I whisper and I stuck my fingers into her mouth until she gagged.... And eventually threw up.
Vomit flowed out of her mouth and onto the floor within seconds and I had to look away and try to block out her sobs as I did so.
The sound of puke filled the room again and soon she dropped her weight onto me and cried into my arms.
I lowered her onto the floor once more and I looked at the clear, pill filled vomit hat covered the glass covered floor.
I counted 30...30 pills in total. 30 white large capsules that were not yet dissolved but once were, would of killed her in an instant. I glanced at the empty orange bottle and sighed. 30 capsules in total. Thank God!
She cried and cried and I held onto her shaking body tightly as I let the tears slip down my face and breathes escaped my mom every few seconds.
"I'm s-sorry." She whispered through the agaony and i ran my fingers through her hair. "Shhhh it's okay. Its okay." I whispered.
Her shaking soon turned into a hum and her breathing was steady. Her eyes finally shut as she transitioned into a deep and chaos free sleep.
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misas POV
I wanted to go. Peacefully. Easy.
Just fall asleep and then boom, I wake up to a new and more easy world. A world that is full of light, full of love, and full of peace.
It came to a point where I did not know what was actually going on. What I was doing to myself and to the people around me.
The pain that I felt, the pain of betrayal and disloyalty, dug a knife into my heart anf soon my brain was in control. My insanity to the best of me.
My insanity almost took me.
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A/n:
Soooooo that was the update. Sorry it was shit but i mean.
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Anyway yeah it was intense i guess and sorry it was depressing likee everything in my life
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