Triple Threat

~TWENTY~

One month later...

I checked the mail and saw a letter from my lawyer... Finally.

I ripped open the letter and read the fine print carefully. Oh. I sighed and a tear slipped from my duct. I guess it's final. I tucked the letter in my pocket and looked through the rest of the mail.

I walk back in the house slowly. I step through the doorway and see the boxes stacked in the kitchen and living room. "Fuck." I mumbled and drop my head. I walk through the living room and then decide to just head up stairs

I walk sluggishly up the wooden stairs  and pass by pictures. Then I face a picture of my wedding day. The day I said yes. The day I now fucking regret.

I grabbed the picture... Scoffed.. and chucked it down the stairs. But as I saw it break and shatter on the wooden steps, I felt a piece of my heart break off too. And I had the same feeling I had the day I found out what he did.

I still can't manage to wrap my head around what I saw. I felt like I was in a nightmare.

Never in a million years have I  thought he would go behind  my back. It was just unbelievable. Completely unimaginable. How could someone I love so much just go off and stab me in the back?

Well it wasn't the first time.

I walk into my room and walk over to the corner where brown boxes stacked on one another. I decided to opened the top box.

I undo the tape slowly and I open it with a clear conscience. But Immediately heartbreak radiates throughout my body.

I start to sob aloud. as I examine the ultra sound taken of my child- Well my children- I saw everything all over again.  The horrid days before me that I  always thought would just disappear. Why does life do this to me? Why can't I have a miracle!

Then I get deep into my deeps...

Is the reason you betrayed me was because I couldn't provide a family for you?

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27 days earlier...

Misas POV

Don't do it.

Don't.

Stop.

stoppppp!

I looked in the clear bottle, and instantly the strong, sweet smell of the liquid burned my nose and the craving began... Again.

You are stronger than this. Just stop!

The smell wafted in the air before me and Al I could feel was the numbness it would put me in. I wouldn't feel a thing. Everything that I just found out- Grayson cheating- will be gone and i won't feel the pain anymore. Only for a moment.

I brought the bottle up to my lips and I could taste the alcohol just from the smell and my body craved for it... Well, my mind.

Tears started to roll down my already pink, tear stained cheeks and I blink them away. "I'm so sorry " I whisper yo myself and connect my mouth with the bottle and down it went.

I scrunched my face up from the taste; it burned from months of not drinking. I have to get used to it again.

I tipped the bottle up again. The now sweet alcohol gliding down my throat with no emotion and pleasing me instantly.