Triple Threat

~TWENTY-SIX-

Misas POV

3 days later...

"Hey e, it's uh, it's me- Misa yea. Um i just wanted to call and check on you? You havent called in a few days and yea.. bye I guess. " I say and ended the call. I took a breath and looked out the window.

Then my thoughts are interrupted by a knock on the door.

I get up off the couch immediately and I swing open the door. Oh no not again.

He dropped the bottle and stepped to me, tears in his eyes, and pulled me into a kiss. His lips moved with mine and he pushed me up against the wall and his arms roamed over my body.

My body shivered under his touch and I missed it. But I can't got back. I release from the kiss and I push him back and he breathes heavy. "I-im sorry." He breathes and his voice is raspy and shaky.

"I can't do this anymore Grayson, don't you get it." My voice started to shake and i swallow hard and try to hold back the tears. He takes some steps back and sat on the couch dropping his head in his hands.

"Grayson you have to leave me a-" "can't you see that i can't!" He gets up and screams at me and I flinch and breathe heavy. He walks closer to me and continues. "I cant leave you Misa, it's almost impossible. My body goes hot Everytime I'm around you and my heart throbs..." He lowers his voice and inches closer.

"Grayson stop..." I whisper and he Doesn't. "I am in love with you. I can't stop that!" He raises his voice and I shake my head.
I am.... I am too.

He places his hand gently in my cheek and my heart picks up the pace and my eyes flicker from his lips to his eyes and I hold contact.

"I know you still feel something for me Misa. I am in agony everyday hating myself for what I did. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't change. I'm sorry I can't change. But you changed me Misa. Don't you see that. You are the good in me. And I need some good in my life. " He explains and I furrow my brows and step back.

"No... If I was the good in you then why did you sleep with my best friend? Why didn't you tell me about Dylan?" I asked and he was silent then parted his lips. But he didn't speak... He struggled.

"Misa i- I don't have any excuses for what I did. Only that we were drinking and she kissed me and then it happened. I know it isn't good enough and I could of stopped it but when I start drinking, it's as if my true self comes out and stays. " He explains and I just listen.

"And Dylan... I didn't know. Not until Maggie tried to ki-" he stops himself and wipes his eyes and I look up at him. "Grayson... Stop." I say and he drops his head and shakes it. "I knew you wouldn't believe me Misa, but I tried. " He whispers and turns around and walks away.

"Gray." I say and he stops and I walk towards him.

"I..." I swallow hard and grab his hand but he stands still, back still facing me. "I forgive you..." I whisper and his hand squeezes mine tightly.

He slowly turns around and he looks down at me, tears streaming down his pink cheeks and smiles weakly.

He Lowers his head and his lips brush mine and I want to connect them together but my mouth cuts me off. "... But I can't forget." I whisper and he stops and pulls back and looks at me with confused eyes.

"I'm sorry Grayson." I whisper and he shakes his head and steps back, his eyebrows furrowing and tears filling his eyes. "No..." He whispers and I wipe my eyes and nod. "Yes... I'm sorry but I can't live like this anymore. It is killing me. Literally. " I spit and he shakes his head then starts to fidget.

"No!" He screams and punches the window, his hand shattering it and shards clashing to the ground.

"I can't live without you Misa! I can't! Understand that! Understand that I will rather die than live one more second knowing that we aren't going to be together again!" He screams, his hand shaking and blood trickling down and onto the floor.

"Grayson stop!" I cried out and he laughed sadly and shook his head. "What? You don't love me anymore! So what does it matter?" He yells and he grabs the lamp and hits it against the wall and it shatters.

He screams out in pain as glass sticks into his arms and I sob as blood runs down his arms.

"Grayson stop please?!" I sob and run over to him and he backs away from me and I shake my head.

"No Grayson stop." I sob and he heads to the kitchen and grabs a bottle of bourbon and pops off the cork and chugs it like it's nothing.

"Grayson!" I yell and he drops the bottle and i run over to him. "I love you okay!" I yell and his yes close and he slowly drops to the ground. "I'm in love with you okay?! I always have and I always will!" I scream and he opens his yes then closes them again.

"Misa?" Ethan's voice screams out I look over at the door. "Please help me." I whisper and he grabs his phone and runs over to me.

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A/n:

Soooooooooooooo this is ass.

My b.

Xoxo motherfuckers, peace 😎

-your fellow depressed virgin