Chapter 8

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by LucieGH

by LucieGH

Zeke's POV

"Hey pansycake wake up!" I yell throughout the house, Four really is sleeping in today. I walk into his room, about to shake him awake.

But he's not there. I run around the place one more time yelling. Still not there

I run outside the apartment and bang on the door of Chris and Cara's place I'm greeted by a grouchy Christina.

"What do you want?" she sighs, yawning

"Its Four" I pant, "He..he's gone!" I run my hand through my little hair.

Chris's jaw drops and soon we're of, running down the Bereau. "Check the hospital!" I yell, and we move swiftly down to the hospital.

Chris falls as she sees Four in front of us, once again, in a hospital bed. However this time.

He's not unconscious.

Four's POV

I look at Chris, falling as she sees me, and Zeke helping her up. I don't react, I can't.

I failed, I wanted to be with my Tris again. I saw her again though. This time she was wearing grey Abnegation clothes, and her hair was up, just like the moment I first met her.

She hugged me and I cried into her shoulder, she ran her hands through my hair, she was there, but she wasn't.

She looked me in the eyes and told me to stop it, and get over her. But I simply can't.

Then i woke in the hospital again, alone.

Then back to the present, Zeke has helped Christina get over here, and between sobs, Christina says, "Why Four, Tris wouldn't want you to be like this because of her". A tear falls down my cheek.

"I saw her Chris! I saw her and she was telling me to stay alive! I know she doesn't want me to die for her! But I want to die for her!" I yell, tears pouring.

Chris looks at me, her eyes glistened with tears. She looks at Zeke, and walks away.

"So how did you try kill yourself this time" Zeke says, I almost push him out of his seat. "I tried to shoot myself, it's the same way Tris went" I mutter, I move the blankets covering me to reveal a bullet hole on my leg. " the first time ever I missed" I whisper, covering it again

Zeke looks at me, he's trying not to cry, I know it, eventually, he gets up though, and leaves.

Why.

Why do I hurt everyone I love.