Chapter 10

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by LucieGH

by LucieGH

Four's POV

Today is the day of my third attempt to be with Tris, I keep seeing her in my dreams. She is crying, she wants me stay on earth. But I don't want to.

I'm going to go and see Christina today, she wants say a proper goodbye if I'm really trying to die, which I am.

Around 1pm I meet her in the library, since Zeke and Cara wouldn't think of looking for us here. She looks at me in the eye, tears welling up

"I'm sorry Chris" I say, almost a whisper, she hugs me, crying. I return the hug, Chris use to be this annoying Candor initiate, now, after everything, she's a real friend.

"It's okay Four, when Will died, part of me died to, I miss him everyday. Heartbreak is horrible, but you get over it" she cries, then she looks at me in the eye, "Or at least most times". She cries, "I'll miss you Four"

I look back at her, and smirk, she looks confused, then I say, "Call me Tobias"

We meet the others one of the restaurants of the Bereau, we have a normal conversation, which is perfect. Then demons comes on on the radio, and a sing under my breath, I notice Zeke, Christina and Cara were to. We look at each other, and start full on yelling the lyrics.

We were kicked out.

I head with the rest to the gang to the apartments, Chris and I look at each other, she gives me a sad smile, and whispers so that only I can hear "Third time lucky" and she follows Cara into her apartment.

I creep into my room, I feel something under my mattress, yup, the pills are still there.

I watch this movie on the TV with Zeke, Hunger Games I think it's called, I laugh at Zeke who is crying, I hear Christina's voice in my head, "Third time lucky".

I can finally be with her again

Be truly happy again.

Don't get me wrong, I love my friends. But I love Tris more. I see Zeke hugging himself with a pile of tissues next to him, i always knew he was a wimp.

We say goodnight, the last time I will ever talk with Zeke, I'm confident this time, that I will reunite with her, I feel the pills under my bed and take them out, "Third time lucky" I say, repeating Chris, and I swallow.

Then I black out, she's there, she's crying, I'm hugging her, unlike the dreams I feel her, I hug her, I kiss her.

I've done it.