Lost Without You (Fourtris Story)

Chapter 3

I wake up to the sound of Christina crying, this is a first.

"Chris?" I whisper

She looks over, "Why...why Tris" she cries, it must be so hard for her, losing people so important to her, Al, Will, Uriah, Tris. Sometimes I forget that I'm not the only one mourning Tris

I walk over to her, "I know, I wish that Tris wasn't gone as much as you do, but she died doing what was right, saving her brother, saving Chicago, saving us" I say, talking not only to Christina but talking to myself as well.

She looks at me, her face stained with tears, "how do you stay so calm"!she says, wiping her eyes from tears

The truth is, I'm not calm, I'm depressed, every single day, on the outside, I'm regular four, on the inside, I'm a heartbroken Tobias, I miss her, so so much

I notice Christina cried herself to sleep, I walk over to my bed and open a drawer to reveal the lock of Tris's hair, I hold it to my heart before putting it back and once again falling asleep

I wake up around 5am, I get up and walk around the Bureau, we will be getting our own apartments today, since everyone is worried about me being alone I'm sharing an apartment with Zeke, he didn't want to go back to Chicago after Uriah's death

I walk past the couch Tris and I...where we slept together, I won't be able to do that with anybody else, ever, she's the only one for me, I shed a tear and run, I don't know where, I just run

Sorry for the short chapters, when I get a strong storyline they will be longer I promise