"No......." "I'm so sorry Katherine, it's my fault." "Don't blame yourself babe, it's the damn hunter's fault." "C-Can I still hold her?" Bam wrapped her in a blanket, passing her little body to me "Oh god.......my baby." I whispered, kissing her bloody forehead "Mommy loves you with all her heart." "We'll give you a minute." They left me and my baby alone, closing the door quietly. Suho left before she came out, only cause he was gonna be sick if he saw "Mommy and daddy are always gonna love you......Rose....." I sniffled, looking at her tiny face and holding her tiny hand "I'm sorry you won't be able to grow up........make friends......meet a guy and have kids.... I'm sorry I can't give you that life." I cradled her close to my chest, weeping silently "I'm so sorry."
The door opened, Chanyeol rushing in with tears streaming down his face "Kat?" I shook my head, sniffling "No......." "I'm so sorry Chanyeol." "No....you're not sorry......I am! I put you through this, this is all my fault." "No Chan.....don't ever say that, okay?" I whimpered, watching him slowly come over "What's her name?" "Rose.....Park Rose." I whispered, laying my head on his chest as he cuddled us. He sat beside me, cradling us both to him as we silently cried "I'm sorry baby, daddy didn't mean any of this." He kept sniffling, putting his arms under mine "Rest in peace baby Rose, have fun in heaven won't you?" "We love you so much." I whispered "Come on, let's go see everyone." "Chan?" "Yeah?" "I'm sorry this happened." "Shh, let's just.......let's go see everyone." I nodded and got up, slowly making my way downstairs after getting a really loose pair of shorts on "I'm so sorry." "Xiumin." I sobbed, my forehead on his chest
"I'm so sorry Kat." "Bring her back Xiumin.....bring my baby back." "I can't do that Kat......it's impossible." He wrapped his arms around me, rubbing my back "Kat?" I pulled away, not even bothering with my tears "Come here." I passed my baby to Chanyeol who kissed her forehead "Suho." I threw my arms around him, the tears falling once again "She's beautiful." "She won't get to see daylight.....she won't get to meet her family." Everyone took turns in hugging us, trying to calm us down "Kat.....your stomach...." "I know......It healed after I gave birth." I sniffled, looking to Chanyeol who was asleep with Rose's body in his arms "Do you want us to deal with her?" "Please? I can't handle it." "No worries." Suho sat down, pulling me onto his lap and cuddling me "Get some sleep alright? You need to rest." "Suho?" "Hmmm?" "Promise me everything will be okay." "It won't be in the beginning, but it will." He whispered, covering my face. He started singing softly, lulling me to sleep "I love you eomma." "I love you too little one."
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"Hey, wake up." I slowly opened my eyes a little, looking up at Suho "Hey, want me to take you to bed? Xiumin cleaned it up for you." "Where's Chan?" "Baekhyun carried him up a while ago." "No.....I don't want to go back to sleep." I whispered, cuddling back down when Bam motioned me over. I went and curled up on his lap, head buried in his jumper "How are you feeling?" "I should be asking you that......" "You were there when it happened......." "I'm so sorry Katherine, you shouldn't have had to go through that." "It's okay Bam.....I'm sorry you had to deal with that." "No I'm sorry." "Okay.....okay...... I'm so sleepy." "Rest." I shook my head, mumbling "I need to shower." "You can do it when you wake up." "I don't want to sleep, I'm scared to sleep." "How about you go and cuddle Chanyeol? Hm?" "I don't want to relive it.......losing her."
"You're exhausted, come on." He carried me upstairs, humming a song "Hey Bam?" "Yeah?" "Thanks for everything you've done for me." "It's okay." "No I'm serious......before any of this happened, I was literally a big fat loner. I've only known you for just under two weeks yet you're one of the people I hold dearest." "Shh, it's time to sleep." "Okay...... Hey Bam?" "Yeah?" "I love you." "I love you too Katherine. Goodnight."...............
**NEXT DAY**
"Are you smiling cause you knew? Baby I'm your ride or die, I can be your Romeo."
"Kat? Wake up." "I'm up! I'll get ready................
............for school mom."
