A Little Infinite [Finished]

Chapter Seven.

My eyes were puffy, my hair is a disaster, my heart is broken but in conclusion of all, I'm broken.

   Imagine yourself loving someone so much it hurts. Imagine, spending your time almost everyday with that person doing all sorts of things, you never expected you'd do with someone. Knowing them for so long you start to grow in them, but before you know it, their gone. Even though they gave a good explanation why they're leaving, it still hurts for you because you start to think more about the idea of being alone. That was me right now, at this moment.

I tried my best to cover my face with make up, but it never felt like me. This was the first time I had to cover up because I feel insecure with how I look like. But why was it that when he was here, the idea of putting something to cover my face was nothing?

Sighing, I ran downstairs to see my brother eating a sandwich. As soon as he saw me, he asked why I looked like I've been raped.

"You should try falling inlove with someone," I spoke softly, as I collected my lunch for school. "Then you would know why."

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I wasn't excited for school anymore, not like I used to. 

       Quickly making my way to the hall, I noticed Diana with her boyfriend. Or so I think their dating but, they aren't really together. For me, it was dumb of them two to even consider themselves to have a mutual understanding. They smooched and did things together as a couple,- they were being hypocrites. 

But that didn't matter because I had to be happy for her. She was much better than she was before, listening to those sad songs, and all quiet in a corner. Although the fact that she's all over him disgusts me, it doesn't look right anymore. But yet again, I keep my mouth shut.

"Hey Mylla," She greets as she pecks him on the lips. Gross. "How are you coping with Charlie leaving?"

Ouch. She really had to mention his name at this time of the day. "Fine." I lied, forcing myself to give out a smile.

"That's," She pauses and tries to continue but before she can, her boyfriend wraps his arms around her waist. "Good."

I wasn't in the mood to see them flirt, not now. It may be due to the fact that I'm jealous because Charlie isn't here. I really do hope he got there safe, and that he calls me as soon as he get there. It would lighten me up to know that he's fine.

"I have to leave now," I announced to the couple. "I may as well vomit if you continue what you're doing." It was not my intention to say that, because she was a good friend of mine.

Lunch came quickly and before I knew it, I was on my own. Me and Sammy were good friends last year, but not anymore. Our friendship was destroyed due to one boy, and that's the boy that we both love. Even though we're somehow alright with Charlie's decision, a part of me still knew that she still had something for him. Now, she hangs out with Grace and Jasmine.

    Grace and I were close friends too, she's always there for everybody. That's why she's always with Sammy because she knows the situation between us two right now. I couldn't blame her, and I couldn't blame the other girl either.

I was now on my way to look for Alicia and Isaac- knowing they were more innocent than the other two. Just a few minutes after, I see them sitting nearby our field eating and laughing together. Now that was the kind of relationship I wanted to see.

"Hey guys," I greeted sitting next to them. "I hope I'm not ruining anything."

"Don't worry babe," Alicia says as she munches on her cookie. "Me and Isaac were just talking about how I was handed a condom earlier."

"You were?" I gasped, giggling a little. 

"Yeah," Her eyes widen. "It was kind of weird to be honest, it looked like some ring."

Its been the first time in this day that I actually started to laugh again. Alicia always knew how to make me smile or even the opposite. I always asked myself why I was friends with her, due to her weirdness, but I'm more likely to be thankful that I have someone who knows how to make me happy other than Charlie.

All of a sudden, my S3 vibrates from my pocket knowing it was a call. Who could it be at this hour?

I excused myself from the two and moved away. Once I got to my phone, I pulled it out to smile at the name of the contact. Charlie Evans the Babe. 

"Hello?" I quickly answered, the sound of desparate in my tone. 

"Hey baby," He greets. "How are you doing? The flight was not scary at all, the flight attendants were annoying as hell though."

"I'm doing great," I managed to say as my voice croaked. "Its not the same without you."

"I miss you so much and I know you're nowhere doing good. Its hard for me to be in a different room and the worst part? You being not here. I feel broken and empty as much as you, I honestly was crying on my way here."

"Why didn't you let me take you to the airport?" I asked, tears now falling out.

"I didn't want you to be the one stopping me, because you have that power. It would have been trouble for the both of us. My parents would do anything for me to be here in Australia, and if I didn't go, who knows where they'll put me."

"But-"

     "Mylla I have to go," Charlie says as I hear the rush in his voice. "My aunty is making me meet someone from the school I'm going to two days from now. I'll try to call you when I can okay? I love you."

"I love you too,-" But before he heard it, he already hung up.

       I am praying right now that I'll make it through this day. This is too much for me to handle. 

Author's Note://

Short but sorry bebs! That's all the time I get in the computer for today x