Our marriage wasn't what I was expecting it to be,Ya Aslam has become entirely a different person. I'm too scared to get use to this side of him for fear of him changing attitude again.
He's really caring now always doing what I want, even though you can't compare his new attitude to that of a regular jovial person but its good in his own way.
I can clearly remember the night i was taken to his house, after the prayer he turned round to look at me. I was really shy so I couldn't raise my head to look at his face,i felt him placing his hand on my forehead and recited some duas, after that he asked me some questions which I answered correctly or so I assume, but since the look on his face speaks satisfactory so it's correct. He stood up and left the room and I folded our praying mats.
I folded my hijab and kept it in the closet, I came out the same time he was entering the room. He was carrying a lot of nylons in his hand, he dropped them on the floor and beckon at me, I moved slowly and sat down opposite him.
"I know you're hungry but if I ask you, I know you're going to deny it" He says.
The sentence managed to earn him a look from me, I'm really confused, is this the same Ya Aslam I know, he now cares if i've eaten or not. I kept following him with my eyes as he brings out the things from the nylon.
He placed chicken, samosa and pizza slices on a plate and asked me to eat, I wanted to ask him why he wasn't eating but I was scared......what if he snaps at me?, I don't want to seem too forward because he's being nice. As if he's reading my mind he said "Eat up! I'm not hungry, I had dinner with the guys before we came here". I nodded.
I ate what I could and pushed the remaining, I gathered the other stuffs to take to the kitchen but he stopped me "Barshi zan kwashe ".
"Naga kana aikine" I said.
"Don't worry, just go and brush and get some sleep I know you must be tired" He said not looking up from he's system, he has been working since I started eating.
I walked into the toilet and washed my hands,brushed my teeth all in all I did the necessary things and came to the room. This time around the nylons and plates were missing but he was still there working,he must have taken them while I was away. I went to the bed and lay down at the far end of it, I recited my sleeping azkar and blew it all around the room and on myself, I drew the duvet above my body and off to lala land.
"Haseenah!! Tashi its time for solat wake up" his voice which I assumed was a dream came louder this time.
I managed to lazily open my eyes and they fell on the only man i've always dream of, I thought I was going to wake up this morning to discover that I was dreaming, and that the wedding and everything was fake.I looked at him again this time his face held an amused expression, I wonder what he was smiling at. I tried to discover the source of his amusement only to discover that I was clutching his hand, I quickly let go embarrassed.
"Make sure you pray before I come back" he said leaving the room.
I got up quickly and made for the bathroom, I did my business and came out. I sprayed my praying mat and prayed, after praying I brought out my Quran and recited some chapters from baqarah and before I knew it the sun was out already. I folded the mat and my hijab and went back to bed and that was when I noticed that the other side of the bed has some crease which indicates that it has previously been occupied....really, Ya Aslam slept in my room. But how come I didn't know but then i remembered I didn't wake up yesterday until this morning, God I hope I didn't snore.
I didn't wake up until past 10, the ray of the sun was reflecting through the window. I got up and I went to the bathroom and took my bath but then I made one mistake which was I didn't come with a towel and miraculously my other clothes were wet...... Arrrrgh.
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