Aslam's POV
Change as they say is constant a thing in life, the one you can control and the one you cannot, but the biggest change i've witness is my attitude towards Haseenah. I can't seem to do anything when it comes to this girl.
She entered my heart and owned it, she controls my action.On our wedding night I never planned to be like that, I wanted to stay out her way but my heart is doing otherwise; could this be love?.
No I don't think i'm in love, not possible at all.I'm just being nice to her because Mamii made me promise i won't maltreat her or give her any reason to be scared of me and of course i've not been fair to her over the years.The moment my eyes fell on her towel clad body I knew I was in deep shit and I needed to stay away from her as far as possible. Wild thought were playing on my mind about her and I don't want appear as a chauvinist.
I thought I would do well avoiding her but alas! Everything flew from my mind, my pride and sense of reasoning flew as I kissed her that day, She worried herself because i did not return early from work. She tasted everything delicious even though I can't place what it was but i'm enjoying it so i continued, as I kissed her I wanted more ignoring the 'STAY AWAY' warning my brain was giving, I did what my heart and body wanted.
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This really is me Aslam yearning for someone, something I can't remember ever doing, but here Haseenah has spoiled everything. When i asked Google what love is, it described a lot of what I feel ;-not wanting to stay away, missing her when she's not with me, smiling when I think about her and just staring at her face when she's sleeping.
I believe i'm in love but it's hard for me to admit it, i'll like to buy time before confessing my feelings to her. She's already in love with me so it's my turn to reciprocate.
We visited my family and Dee's and they were so happy for us, Our fathers kept advising on marriage. I remember Dee all the time and I pray for her constantly. I understand the relationship between Dee and I more now; Dee is a friend,a close one at that, a sister, someone I can be myself with. She's not expecting so much from me but I care for her, we take advice from one another, but with Haseenah I always want to make things right, I don't want to disappoint her and I want to give her so much.
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Coming back from work to welcoming arms is what I look forward to everyday and today was no exception especially since i'm over exhausted. She welcomed me with a hug at the door and I placed a kiss on her forehead before slumping on the couch, I complained my fatigue to her and she tried her best to cheer me up.
After taking my bath, we had dinner and I left for our bedroom. And instead of sleeping i started some work on my Mac when she came in, I heard her sigh before she entered the bathroom.
She climbed the bed and sat beside me before she spoke.
"Yaya let me massage your back" she said.
"That'll be great dear.. Thanks"I answered.
She climbed on my back my back and started massaging my neck and before you know it I was falling asleep. She took my Mac away and I adjusted my posture on the bed, she laid beside me and blew the sleeping dua on me. I snuggled her closer to me whispering 'I love u' before going into a dreamless sleep.
Hey there there @meenarhtou I finally made it up to u😂😂
Plz manage dis from me......
What do u all think about Aslam falling in love?
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