The Runway is my Life

21

Chapter 21

I wake up and I'm dizzy as can be. I sit up and I see someone laying next to me. At first I thought it was Emma but then it hit me, it was Milah. How did this happen? I try to remember but I can't recall anything after I came home from the bar, after she kissed me.

I shake Milah and she wakes up. "Morning handsome." I scoff. "What the hell, why are you here?" She chuckles. "We made love all night long Killian, do you not remember?" I shake my head. "No the last thing I remember is you trying to kiss me." She scoffs.

"Oh Killian, you know we used to be intimate, don't you remember we were each other's first." I scoff as I cover my face. This can't be happening, I could not have slept with this woman. Milah comes behind me and starts to kiss my back. I pull away and stood up. "You know I'm a married man Milah, why did you do this?" She scoffs.

"You know we were meant to be Killian, if we were together I would have had you on top of that desk." I groan in disgust. "No I don't believe you, I could not have slept with you, the only one that I do that with is Emma." She rolls her eyes. "Emma is all fat and ugly, here you have all this body to yourself." I throw a blanket at her so she could cover up.

"I'm about to be a father, I can't believe you put me in this position." She scoffs. "Good riddance." I scoff as I start to look for my clothes. As I go looking around I noticed they were all on top of the couch and Milah's were left in a corner.

There is no way that we slept together, because if we did, our clothes would be all over the place, not left neatly in one spot. When Emma and I are intimate our clothes are scattered throughout the room or rooms, depending on where we are at. I grab Milah's clothes and threw them at her.

"Get dressed." She scoffs. "Wow so after an amazing night you are treating me like this?" I chuckle, and came up with the brilliant idea to get her to confess. I give her a smirk as I turn towards her. "You're right, I'm sorry, how about you tell me all about last night and maybe we can repeat the events of last night."

She smirks, as she takes off her shirt that she had just put on. "Well you pinned me to the bed and you were kissing me like crazy." I smirk. "Was I?" She nods. "Yes you were an animal, better than before." I wanted to roll my eyes so badly but I couldn't. "And what next?" She smiles. "We were so desperate to make love that we took each other's clothes off and made love." I smile.

"So our clothes went flying because we wanted to feel each other's bodies right?" She nods as she starts to caress me. I scoff. "I found my clothes neatly on the couch and yours in a corner, you're lying to me." She sighs. "I just wanted you back it's not fair that the stupid blonde gets you." I scoff.

"Did we sleep with each other?" She shakes her head. "No, I sort of drugged you so it could be easier to take you to bed."  I shake my head. "That was wrong of you, I trusted you, now we can't even be friends." She scoffs. That's when I get a call, it was Barbosa.

"Hey what's going on?"

"Tell me you didn't sleep with Milah?" I gasp.

"What why?" I hear him sigh again.

"Turn on the tv to channel 2,6,or 9."

I turn to the TV and turned it on. Sure enough there were pics and videos of Milah and I. I sat down and my heart dropped. I changed the channel and there were more. I looked towards Milah and she's smiling like crazy. "Trouble in paradise?" I scoff and turned off the tv.

I put the phone back to my ear. "Let Pete know I won't be in today, and Milah will be late but she will be there."

"Ok, be careful my boy." I hang up and sighed.

"You see what you caused?" She smiles. "Even though I didn't sleep with you the whole world thinks I did, the damage is done." I am furious as can be. "Get out." I softly say and she scoffs. "See you at work." I shake my head. "No I'm going to make sure you never work for me again." She scoffs again.

"You can't, Pete wants me there." I lift my eyebrow, "after all this He won't, cant you see you are giving him bad publicity." Her eyes shot open, as she gasped. "Get changed and leave." She gets changed and leaves the room. I'm dying, I'm sure Emma saw this and is super heart broken.

I check my phone and I have 5 missed calls from her. I try to call her back but nothing, she doesn't answer. How could I have been such a fool. She doesn't deserve this, but the only thing that brings me relief is that I didn't sleep with her. Now I only need is to convince Emma of that.

Emma's POV
I'm double checking my models as they are about to walk on to the runway. They look absolutely stunning with their perfect make up and designs. I want to cry so bad but I can't be seen weak. My mean side wants to come out but I don't let it. I changed to be a better person and even though Killian was the one that helped me I have to be strong for me and my babies.

I hear my phone go off and it's Killian, I turn it off and focused on the show. Sebastian makes sure everything is good to go, and that's when one of my models trips and her dress rips. Everyone gasps. "I'm so sorry," she says and I scream.

"You idiot, you ripped my design, you can't even walk, you don't deserve to be in this show." She starts to cry and walks away. "Damn you don't have to be so damn rude and moody, it's not our fault your husband slept with a skinny slut." The whole room stood silent after Julia, my lead model spoke out.

"What did you say?" She smiles and walks out in front of me, "You heard me, it's not our fault he left for someone better looking." I scoff as I slapped her. "Get out, you will not lead this show, and I will make sure your career in the modeling industry is over." She scoffs and walks away.

"Anyone else?" There was silence and that's when we hear the music start. I'm furious and anger was stirring inside me. I sigh, I knew better than this. Before I let the girls go, I apologized to all of them. It's not fair to let my personal life interfere with this. They all nodded and the show was a success.

As the after party started I decided to go back to my room. I walked on to the balcony and I started to cry. Why did Killian do this to me? Was I not enough? My heart was hurting and hurting like never before. That's when I see Sebastian standing by the door. "You ok?" I shake my head.

"I'm sorry Emma." I nod. "Why did he do this to me?" He sighs. "He doesn't love you that's why." I sigh. "But I do Emma." I sigh. "Sebastian, I can't return those feelings." He nods. "I'll be with you and with the babies if you and Killian don't make it." I smile.

"I love Killian so much, we need to talk over this." He nods. That's when I feel a sharp stab in my belly. I scream out in pain. "What's wrong?" I shake my head, "I don't know." I try to reach to see under my dress but I can't. I touch my leg and I see blood on my hand.

I'm starting to freak out. "They are not due yet Sebastian." He gasps. "Let's go to the hospital." I shake my head. "No they were supposed to be born in Misthaven not here." He nods. "I understand Emma but you're bleeding." I start to cry again. "First lets make sure you and the babes are alright then we will see what we can do." I smile and nod.

Sebastian calls the ambulance and in a matter of minutes they arrive and take me away. I'm super scared and all I can do is hope that my babies are ok. If my babies die I don't know what I will do.