Old Friends [{Joshler}]

im straight

A/n: ok so any plot holes will arise now because this hoe decided to not update so i dont remember what happened. dont worry ill use grammar and shit

(Josh's POV)

Soon after Tyler leaves, I decide it's best for me to look for a job. Well, maybe not. I need to discuss things with myself first. There isn't any point lying to myself.

I enjoyed his little forehead peck. I did. He didn't mean it platonically, but why did he do it? He knows I'm straight. Because I am straight. As a line.

A guy can find another guy attractive and still be straight. A guy can enjoy being kissed by a guy and still be straight. A guy can want to cum in another guy and... Maybe 'straight' isn't the right term.

I sit up in Tyler's bed, stretching my arms. I climb out slowly, and walk over to the bathroom to pee. As I'm washing my hands, I look at the analogue clock on the wall, which reads 6:30 am (a/n I know analogue clocks don't say am or pm but uhhhh whoops this one does ☺), so I throw on the clothes I wore yesterday and decide to walk around the cold streets to think about my sexuality. I should get a job, but I'd have to apply online, and I don't have a computer.

That's when, the thought comes. Maybe I don't just like girls. Maybe I like guys, too. Is it possible, I'm bi? I mean, it would make sense, I definitely had feelings for Debby, and all the other girls I dated. And I probably like Tyler... Do I have a real identity? Yes!

I grab my phone off the nightstand and decide, instead of going through the streets thinking, I'll Google different sexualities and try to find my identity. I don't expect it to be a quick process.

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About 5 hours later, I find the one that really sells it. Demisexual. Not sexually attracted to anyone until you establish an emotional connection with them, regardless of gender. I'm demisexual! And in perfect time, because I hear keys rattling in the door, signifying Tyler's arrival. He opens the door, and my heart flutters, which I can acknowledge since I'm honest with myself.

"Hey Tyler! How was your day?"

"Uh, it was alright. My boss got me Taco Bell for lunch, so that's nice."

"Ooh yum! Ask me how my day was!"

He raises an eyebrow. "How was your day, Josh?"

"It was great! But I do need to talk to you."

"Alright." He plops down on the bed, both of us sitting.

"Is everything all right?"

"Well... Not exactly." I feel my cheeks heat up.

"OH MY GOD YOU'RE BLUSHING!"

"It's not really the time."

"Oh, ok. What's up?"

I inhale sharply. "I know about the thing this morning."
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(Tyler's POV)

My palms instantly start sweating. "Were you awake?"

"Uh... Yeah. I was gonna scare you as you walked out of the door but then the thing happened and scaring you didn't seem to happen."

"Well. Yeah, this is awkward." I scratch my neck. "You aren't an idiot. You know I didn't mean election. You know the little forehead peck wasn't platonic. I can help you find a place."

"I don't want to move out."

"What?"

"The feeling's mutual."

"WHAT?" My cheeks turn cherry red.

"I'm demisexual, Tyler."

"Wait, so, what feeling is mutual?"

"Maybe this'll help explain it." He leans in close to me.

I break the distance between us, pushing my lips into his.

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I gtg catch my bus but thnks fr rdng (thanks for reading)

Love- me