Changes

Chapter 20

"Say your last words" Anya said narrowing her puffy eyes.

"So this is a formal execution...This may not be the best time but I am going to say was I wanted to say to you when I entered this house, This year has been a roller coaster of emotion for all of us, What I did was horrible I have regretted it since it happened I know that I am being dulitanal to think you want me back after I hurt you I take full responsibility of my actions what i did was a crappy thing to do and I shouldn't have put you through it..." I take a deep breath before continuing.

"I know I am ranting but what Im about to say is how I truly feel in all honesty, I played you like a pawn in some game I am disgusted with myself for that just because I couldn't figure out my feelings, Well here it goes the complete honesty, I love you and I have never felt anything like it before Anya Anderson, I love you and I will shout it from the rooftops but thats my truth Im in love with a girl who is currently holding a gun to my head" 

Turning my gaze to Anya she had new tears building in her eyes she was biting lightly on her bottom lip her armed hand was shaking violently. 

"Those are my last words so do what you want cause whatever happens I am going to be okay" i add my hands shaking slightly.

Anya's face streamed with tears and she dropped the gun to the ground standing quietly for a minute in the hallway.

"I love you too" Anya muttered her head held low her hair covering her face.

Taking her face I pull her into a passionate kiss she pulled me closer running her hand through my hair her lips taste salty from the tears but I don't care I truly love this woman.

"Take me back, please" I whisper holding her face in my hands carefully.

"I need time, time to process, time to relearn to love you If we did became a couple I never want you to hurt me ever again but I don't know if you will keep that promise...Im so unsure, I need time, just give me time" she said slowly walking back into her room closing the door softly behind her.

"I can wait, I will wait for weeks, mouths, years or centuries for you Anya Anderson, Take the time I will be their if you need anything just a call away" I say through the door before I walk solemnly down the stairs into my car.

I will give Anya all the time she needs. All the time in the world if she considers taking me back. 

Maybe one day we will be the way we were. 

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I wanted to thank KayleeCupcake9453 and ArianaW662 the two loveliest people I know and I wanted to thank all you readers who have been reading and maybe actually enjoying my work. There is only a couple chapters left and then changes will be completed. But guess what there is going to be a sequel called unplanned that will be out soon. I just wanted to thank you guys for everything and I know this story doesn't have Millions or billions of people reading but with all 160 people who have read this story I cherish every one of you (I know so sappy) I also cherish every vote and or comment it just proves to me that I could achieve my dream of becoming a writer. I hope you guys enjoyed my chapter and have a nice day.