Jaylein pov
Once we got home I went directly up to the room and into the bathroom and stared my shower.
As I let the hot water run over me I thought about the shit Chris just pulled. I wanna let it go but it's hard too. He just killed someone for me. Yeah it was wrong but damn.
Having chris kill me for just sent me over board. I think I love him, Well I don't THINK I KNOW I love him. I've never loved someone besides my family members but never a guy I was dating.
Niggas I thought I loved did me wrong but chris is different. I'm not for sure how but I do. I'm just scared to fall for him because I don't want to get hurt in the long run.
Arms wrapped around my waist making me jumped a little. I knew it was chris so I moved them. "Man you still mad over that shit? He said annoyed.
"Naw I'm over it." I said shrugging putting soap on my towel.
"Your lieing." He said grabbing me again and I avoided his eyes contact which caused me to look down.
Damn "dick big like a dinosaur dick"
"Yes you are yo ass not even looking at me." He said grabbing my face forcing me to look up at him.
"I'm over it chris." I said looking at his eyes.
"What's wrong then?" He asked me and I shook my head no for nothing. "Jaylein-" He said as my tears started falling. "Talk to me." He said softly.
"I- I love you." I said as the tears kept falling. "And I don't want to regret it chris." I told him truthfully. "Im scared of getting hurt but I do, I do for real love you."
Chris pov
"Im scared of getting hurt but I do, I do for real love you." Jaylein cried to me.
I can't believe she just said that. I thought I loved her too but I've never loved before so I didn't know. But now that she said it it's clear to me that I do love her.
"I love you too." I told her and she looked up at me with tears still falling from her eyes. I wiped them away and kissed her lips softly.
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After me and Jaylein shower we ordered pizza for everyone now we waiting for it so me and Jaylein I'm out room cuddling while we wait.
"Why you scared to love?" I asked her out if nowhere and she sat up and looked at me. "Nick bitch ass hurt you that bad?" I asked her. She sighed just looked at me. "And don't say you not telling me cuh I told you what you wanted to know." I told her and she rolled her eyes and sat Indian style.
Jaylein pov
"Ok my first boyfriend Travis, we met when we were about 14 and stared dating at 15. He um cheating on me with my older sister." I told him. "There married now." I added on.
"Ok fuck him get to nick." He said and I chuckled.
"Nick, me and him met after Travis cheated on me. He was my Bestfriend at the time besides Bernice." I said tucking my hair behind her ear. "Bestfriends turned into dating so we made it official when I was 16 and he was 18." I told him and he nodded. "I thought he was the one, he treated me like a queen, I gave him my virginity and everything." I said smiling thinking about old times. "But around his 19 birthday he stared doing hard core drugs."
I sighed and looked at chris who was really engaged in my story so I kept going. "He stared abusing me, emotionally, physically and sexually." I said holding back my tears. "But I didn't leave because I loved him, and he told me he loved me and I believed him. My 17th birthday came around and he told me he wanted to take me out to celebrate and to show me he was sorry." I said as the lump in my throat grew from holding in my tears. "We ended up going to his friends house." I said sighing and a tear fell. "He um let them um have sex with me." I said looking down. "He forced me too, and when there were doing it he recorded them." I said wiping my tears. "But I still didn't leave." I told him shaking my head. "I really thought he loved me, but yet I knew he didn't. When he caught a case for armed robbery when I was 18 I came here and I just told me family it's because I didn't want to wait for him." I said as tears kept falling.
He sat up and wiped my tears. "I never told anyone because I didn't want to get judged for not leaving him." I said added on.
"I'm not go judge you and I'm pretty sure nobody else will." He told me. "You still think he love you?" He asked me.
I shook my head no. "I stop believing that once the dreams were back to back." I told him.
"How we know you were in Miami?" He asked me.
"My sister told him." I said. "She doesn't know what he did." I added on and he wiped the rest of my tears.
He nodded and pulled me into a hug. "Well that niggas ain't got hurt you cuh I swear that nigga dieing." Chris said and I chuckled as he hugged me from behind. "I'm serious." He added on and I nodded.
"I know." I said. "I think it's sweet you'll kill for me." I said and kissed his lips.
"Pizza ready!" Bernice yelled from downstairs.
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30 Days (Chris Brown Love Story)
Fanfiction"What I got to do to get some pussy?" I asked her and she just stared at me. "We're back to this shit." She said rolling her eyes and I chuckled. "I'm for real let a nigga know." I told her sitting up looking into her eyes which sat low cuh she wa...
