30 Days (Chris Brown Love Story)

Chapter Thrity~Eight: Abortion

The next day (October 30th)
Jaylein pov

I climbed into my mom truck as she climbed into the passenger side. We went to the grocery store then to my old doctors office to get my shit faxed to my new doctor in Miami and they also gave me a copy.

"We can go back home now?" I asked her as I stared her Jeep up.

"Yep." She said and I sat my papers in her lap.

As I drove she spoke. "So you were pregnant at 17?" She asked me catching me off guard.

"What?" I asked her.

"You got an abortion." She said and I glanced at her then grabbed my papers out her hand. "Why didn't you tell me?" She asked as I stopped at the red light and sighed. "Dose Chris know?" She asked me again.

"No mom nobody dose." I told her truthfully.

"What's up with you keeping secrets hu?" She asked me. "Ever since nick you been different." She added on. "When you go tell me what really happened Jaylein?" She continued as I drove off. "I'm your mother not some bitch on the street, you can trust me." She said softly as my eyes water but I continued to drive.

"Nick abused me ma." I told her simply. "Our relationship fell apart quickly and I didn't leave because I thought he loved me." I told her and a tear fell from my eye so I quickly wiped it. "It was physical, emotional, and sexual abuse." I added on.

"So the baby was his?" She asked me and my tears stared to fall faster so I pulled over since I really couldn't see.

"I don't know." I told her truthfully. "He let his friends have sex with me on my 17 birthday." I told her and wiped my tears once again. "I found out I was pregnant about 3 weeks after that."

"Baby Why didn't you tell me?" She asked me softly.

"I didn't want to disappoint you, I was pregnant at 17 am, I didn't even want to tell you that I'm pregnant now cuh I'm 20 and not married." I told her.

"Baby ion care about that, we all make mistakes, don't ever feel like you can't tell me stuff Babygirl." My mom said. "Now you telling chris when we get back home before the dinner." She told me then pulled me into a hug.

...

Tiara pov (Jj Sister)

I did my daughter hair for this damn dinner my parents throwing again. I don't understand why they know me and Jj don't get along. That bitch swear I'm jealous of her ass, why would I tho.

My door bell rung and since the door was unlocked I yelled. "Come in!" The door opened and closed and a few seconds later Nick appeared.

"Wassup." He said and sat in the recliner chair.

"Wassup bro what brings you by?" I asked him.

"Nothing just at little information I decided to tell you." He told me smirking as I finished my daughter hair and she stood up.

"Go upstairs baby and find something pretty to wear." I told her smiling and she did what she was told. "Ok what is it?" I asked him.

"Naw What you go give me?" He asked with a smirk so I smirked back and he already knew. My husband was at work and what he doesn't know won't kill em. "Chris ain't no damn business man he a drug dealer, and the nigga tried to kill me, but if he was better then me he would know don't go for the stomach cuh you never know who wearing a vest." He told me with a smirked then light a blunt. "But don't say shit about me being here or alive." He added on.

"So what yo go do?" I asked him.

"Imma kill that nigga." He said and I smiled.

My sister deserves everything that's coming her way so imma just sit down and watch the show. "Bring that ass here baby." He told me and I stood up and walked over to him.

...

Chris pov

Me and pops sat in the livingroom watching the football game. "So pops, how is it to be married?" I asked him and he chuckled and looked at me.

"Um good." He said and I nodded.

"How you know when you wanna marry someone?" I asked again.

"You wanna marry Jay or something?" He asked. "Because if so you got my blessing." He added on. "But the feeling is just right." He told me. "I married my wife about after 4 months of knowing her. I just felt it, she gave me something different and I knew I couldn't let that go." He told me smiling. "But I can't tell you when, only you can make that judgment." He told me then stood up.

...

Jaylein walked in the room and she looked like she been crying so I wrapped up my phone call. "Man imma hit you up later man." I told Red then hung up.

"What's up baby?" I asked her and she made her way over and sat next to me.

"I told my mom everything." She said looking straight ahead. "But we need to talk."

"Ight about what?" I asked looking at the side of her face.

She sighed then spoke. "I got an abortion-"

"You what?!" I yelled at her standing up and she grabbed my hand.

"No Chris not like that!" She yelled and I looked at her confused. "I got an abortion when I was 17." She said and I just looked down at her.

Jaylein pov

"So you got pregnant by that damn clown?" Chris asked me referring to nick.

I looked down and shrugged. "I'm not sure if it was his or his friends." I told him truthfully. "I told my mom this and she said I had to tell you." I told him and he smacked his lips and set down.

"So you killed the baby?" He asked ignoring what I just said. "Why?" He asked me.

"What you mean why, I was to young-."

"So you killed it?" He asked again.

"Why is that all your worried about?" I asked him getting agitated.

"Cuh you killed a innocent baby over some shit like that." He said. "So you telling me you could of killed our baby cuh you feel like you too young right?" He asked me standing up again and looked down at me.

"Chris this is different and where the hell is this coming from?" I asked him standing up as well.

"Do you want to have a baby Jaylein?" He asked me squinting his eyes.

"Chris of course I do but what the hell dose this have to do with us?" I asked him.

"You want to kill our baby?" He asked me as I just looked at him. "Cuh you to young." He added on.

"Stop saying that Chris!" I told him annoyed.

"It's a fucking question!" He yelled back.

"No Chris I'm not!" I yelled answering himas I tears stared to fall, in so sick of crying. "I regretted that shit the first time I did it!" I yelled truthfully. "I felt selfish, I killed a child because I was scared to face reality, so can we move on?!" I asked him.

I tried walking to the bathroom as I wiped my tears but he grabbed me. "Chris stop im sick of arguing and crying." I told him. He pulled me into a hug and sat down on my old bed as he hugged me.

Chris pov

Man this shit is crazy. I ain't mean to make her emotional ass cry I just wanted to know.

She really had me thinking about this shit when she said she killed a baby because she felt like she was go young. She constantly says she didn't want a baby because she was to young, so if that's the case will she kill ours?