30 Days (Chris Brown Love Story)

Chapter Forty~ Five: Merry Christmas

The next day (December 25th)
Jaylein pov

I laid in my bed at my penthouse looking up at the ceiling. I didn't get any sleep, and y'all already know I can't sleep without him.

How could he do this to me. I'm carry this baby and supposed to be his future wife. I looked over at the ring and grabbed it off the nightstand and played with it in my fingers.

Did he just give me this so he will not feel the guilt, or to make him think he loves me more then he says he dose? Why did he have to do this to me? What if I'm right what if me and him just moved to fast? Now I'm stuck with him for the rest of my damn life.

All the times I was tempted to fuck another nigga I thought about how good my man was and how much we love eachother sadly he ain't do the same.

I sat up when I heard my elevator doors opened and then someone coming up my stairs. "Hey." He said walking over to me as he looked around my room. "So why did you want pizza?" He asked me and I chuckled. "And I'm congratulations to the baby and engagement." He added on the sat the pizza on my bed while I sat my ring down.

"Thanks but the engagement is off." I told Brian as she sat down.

"Why?" He asked me.

"He um cheated on me." I told him.

He smacked his lips and shook his head. "Man that's fucked up." He said and opened the box of pizza and I nodded in agreement. "Well it's Christmas so you gotta get out that funk."

He told me. Me and him haven't talk in a while but when he texted me earlier this morning telling me merry Christmas I felt the need to talk. Brian always been a good friend and someone to talk to.

"So you know what you having?" He asked me.

"Naw." I told him and grabbed a slice of pizza. "I find out my next appointment." I told him and he nodded.

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We talked and chilled and ate pizza for a few hours until my elevator ding. I rolled my eyes thinking about who could it be and its will only be Bernice cuz she's the only person with a key.

Nope

He stood in the doorway of my room holding flowers looking at me and Brian in my bed. "For real this the shit we doing?" Chris asked and Brian sat up from laying next to me.

"Imma head out Jj I'll text you later." He said then stood up and grabbed his stuff.

I flashed him a smile and he gave me one back. He passed chris and then stared eachother down as Brian walked passed him.

Once I heard the elevator doors shut and close chris spoke. "Man what the fuck he doing here?!" He yelled at me.

"Chris get the fuck out!" I yelled at him standing up. "No one told yo cheating ass to come here!" I added on.

"How many times I got to tell you I'm sorry it was a damn mistake!" He yelled at me throwing the flowers.

"You haven't told me that shit!" I yelled getting in his face.

"Well then shut the fuck up and let me explain the shit.

He picked me up and threw me on the bed.

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"Do you love me?" I asked him as we sat on my couch and I wiped my tears that kept falling.

"Of course I do." He said. "I fucked up." He added on and I looked at his face. His cheek was cut and his lip was busted. That's what his cheating ass get.

"Did you just give me that ring to convince yourself that you love me?" I asked him looking down.

He grabbed my face making me look at him. "Naw baby that shit was real, I really love you. I wanna marry yo ass because I know losing you is like death to me." He told me looking me in my eyes. "Fucking up made the thought of you leaving me go threw my head and that's something ion wanna do." He told me and I just looked him in his eyes.

"Why do it to me tho?" I asked him.

"I didn't mean to baby I was selfish." He said. "Man I know I fucked up and to know that I hurt you and killing me." He told me grabbing my hands. I looked in his eyes. They were glossy as if he was finna cry. "I can't lose yo ass man." He said chuckling trying to hold back his tears.

He grabbed my face and smashed our lips together.

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"Fuck Chris faster!" I screamed as I clawed at chris back.

He did what I asked and I My legs twitched letting me know I was almost there. "Chris Imma gonna cum baby." I told him and he kissed my neck and lips a few times.

He slowed down giving me all of him in slow passionate strokes. "Oh daddy right there!" I screamed. "Shittttt!" I yelled as chris pulled out and I squirted as he cam on the bed. "Fuck." I moaned as I arched my back as I still cam.

Once I was done chris looked at me and smiled and I smiled back. I looked out the window and saw that it was dark ass hell. We've been fucking for a good 4 hours. He grabbed my ring off the nightstand and grabbed my hand. "Put this shit back in." He told me in that demanding voice I love." I did what he told me the pushed him off of me making him lay on his back and I climbed on to of him.

He grabbed my ass as I straddle him. I bent down and kiss his lips a few times before getting to what I really wanted to do.

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