Today I just want to talk about the truth of why I haven't updated.
So at the start it was kinda just that I lacked energy.
For me, I easily get tired mentally when I'm doing something. It doesn't have to be anything actually tiring.
Like after watching a movie, I'll get tired easily.
Or writing, I'll get tired easily.
Even being around people is tiring.
I have been absent from my school for about 2 years now. And I recently starting going back.
But even though I only went once every week for 2 hours, it wore me out.
For about one year ago, I started going to therapy. But it wasn't really therapy in my mind since I didn't really sit down and talk or anything.
They actually got me sleeping pills and a chain blanket so I could sleep.
But it was supposed to be therapy to sit down and talk about my self harm.
I never had a session though,
but don't worry. I stopped self harming when I found some good bands that kept me from thinking bad thoughts.
But anyways.
As I said, a year ago I was supposed to go to therapy, but when my family asked if they could do an neuropsychiatric examination (I don't know if this is a proper translation tbh) on me, therapy was pushed aside.
I've waited 1 year to start the neuropsychiatric examination, and it was done some weeks ago.
A neuropsychiatric examination is when professionals sit down and determent if you have any diagnoses btw. It's tested by sitting down and talking about yourself and doing some tests.
I don't know the result yet, but it has taken a lot of my time, and especially energy.
So I'm sorry I haven't updated at all.
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I also wanted to say THANK YOU!!
This book has sooo~ many reads and votes!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
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Silent Love {Slow Updates} [Hybrid!Namjoon X Reader]
FanfictionAdopting a Hybrid... okay, let's see. Name: Namjoon Age: 12 September 1994 Hybrid: Lynx/Human Traits: Silent, will rather use body languish. Hides a lot, likes to be up at night. "So, this is your home now!" You looked back at the hybrid who was sta...