Silent Love {Slow Updates} [Hybrid!Namjoon X Reader]

Cheer Up

!Important!                                                                                                        Please read A/N at the end of the story

There are days where it feels tough. And you don't want to get up from your bed in the morning. At those time's all you can think of is how hard life is. And even if you try to think positive, the negative just overshadows it. 

It's okay to feel like that, Namjoon taught you that. 

Before Namjoon there was days where you hated going to school, which kinda was everyday; but there was times where you couldn't manage yourself to even get your feet to the ground, where your body said no to everything that day. Even though people would call you lazy for that, it wasn't true.

Because not feeling well mentally isn't something to feel embarrassed about or ashamed about. It's something that makes you stronger in the sense that you made it through that day without any harm done. 

When you started working it was much harder. And the long days at work just made you even more tired.  

Namjoon came into your life and that weight lifted off of your shoulder.

Whenever you had those days where it was hard to get up, Namjoon would be there and do anything in his power to make you happy and feel better. 

Namjoon was always there for you without any judgement. And even though you first were embarrassed about opening up to him about it, it soon felt much better.

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5 years ago

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You had just adopted Namjoon and it was amazing. Having a roommate like Joonie was the best thing ever. 

Even though it only had gone a few months you could feel that this was a good decision; but not so much for today.

It's time to go up, so you can go to work but you don't make any moves. You have your eyes closed and turn around so you're now facing the sealing, with closed eyes still. 

You don't wanna go up. Not today. Tomorrow maybe but not now. It's not the time to go up and work you think. It's time to do nothing, feel nothing and be nothing.

Suddenly you heard a faint knock on the door. 

"Come in" you said and opened your eyes.

You stayed still and continued to look up on the ceiling.

The bed dipped on one of your sides and you felt  Namjoon's arms embrace you slightly. As a tear rolled down your eye you turned around  so your back was facing Namjoon.

You didn't want him to see you like this.

"It's okay" he said and you widened your eyes. This was the first time he had said something to you since you adopted him.

"Thanks" you said and as you turned around, you saw that you were soon gonna be late. So you grabbed your phone and called in sick. 

"I really appreciate it Namjoon." 

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So now for that A/N (Authors Note)

It has been very long since I updated this story. I did write an explanation and I got tons of love back and I really appreciate it. 

This chapter is kinda depressing and that's because I haven't had so many happy story ideas lately. But I hope that if you're reading this and you can relate to it, you know that you aren't alone in what you're going through.

Hopefully I will be going back to writing permanently soon, but I just have a hard time starting.

Bye for now!!