Countless || Key FF

Part 4 - This is our goodbye

My eyes start reading the sentences that are written down in the small bullet journal, "Are you sure they asked me?" I look at Juanhyu in confusion, he nods with a smile. "Yes Gucci wants to sponsor you but you have to walk around every day with one Gucci piece" He sits down beside me and looks at me, "What kind of piece?" I ask softly, I didn't really wear expensive clothing, I just wanted things that are comfortable, "A bag is okay if you want" A smile appears on my face. A bag I didn't mind. Juanhyu stands up again and he smiles, "I'll take care of that, do you want a backpack or do you want a crossover bag?" Juanhyu smiles, I look at him with a smile. "You know what I prefer."

"Hanaji!" Taemin walks up to me, he waves and I wave softly back. "Hi" I smile and Taemin stops right in front of me. "You want to come along to the studio? We're going to record a few new songs" He smiles, I look at the floor. Coming along to the studio where they record all of their songs? I can't deny that can I? "Are you sure about that?" I look at him, our eyes meet and he nods, "Yes and I think you can even help us, do you play any instruments?" He smiles, I nod slowly, "When I was little I used to play the violin and now I only play the piano" I smile softly. Before I can say anything else Taemin grabs my wrist. He pulls me with him, "Yah Taemin!" I say while I walk with him, he smiles "You are coming with us since I don't see your manager anywhere."

The older boy opens the door and smiles at me, "Welcome in our lair" he giggles cutely and walks in, Key and Onew are sitting on the couch in the studio, it's not a big room but it's exactly what I expected from a studio. The boys look up and smile, "You really brought her?" Onew looks at Taemin, "Where is Minho?" I ask while I look around. The boys smile softly "He's home since he needs to prepare to a few films of him, so he isn't here today" Onew says with a sad smile, I sit down on one of the chairs and sigh softly. They really did have to carry on right away with their life's. Key his eyes are watching me carefully, he smiles when he notices I'm watching. I shoot him a smile and look shyly away Key smiles and he looks at Onew. The boy is watching us, it is like he feels the tension rising. "Well guys there is too much of a sexual tension here" He says jokingly, a blush appears on my face while I look at the ground, Key blushes as well and Onew his mouth drops, "Guys I was joking! I didn't know there really was a sexual tension!" he says while standing up. "Come on Taemin, we let these two alone" He smiles and grabs the younger one with him away from us two. An uncomfortable silence falls upon us, my cheeks are the same bright colour as when Onew made that one remark. Key looks around him, he doesn't really know what to say to break the silence. "Just um so you know" I look up and our eyes meet. "There is no sexual tension right?" I ask him, he smiles a bit relieved that he doesn't have to say it. He nods "Yeah there is no sexual tension here." He says it sounds he's trying to convince himself more than me, "Are you sure?" I ask softly, my face becomes even redder and I look at the ground. Key looks at his hands, he isn't sure of anything at the moment. "Uh yeah, I think so" He smiles softly, "Let's work on this track shall we?" He asks and I nod quickly. "You guys are no fun really" Taemin says while he opens the door, Onew slaps the boy on his shoulder and looks at him, "How dare you!" Onew pulls the boy back from the back of his shirt. "I meant we left them behind to do something and they are just going to work on some tracks!" He says while looking at Onew, the older boy sighs and shakes his head. "Forgive him Hanaji, I think he still is going to puberty" Onew says while looking at the boy with a stern look on his face.

"Thanks for helping today Hanaji" Onew softly grabs my hand and looks at me, "It was no problem really! I liked playing the piano again" I smile at him and give him a hug, Onew stiffens but then returns the hug. I also give Taemin a hug and Key follows. I press a kiss on his cheek and smile. "I'll see you guys later." I wave and walk away with a satisfied smile on my face.
I look around while I cross the road and smile, people are walking everywhere. They are trying to get to work. Some people walk with umbrella's but the sky is bright blue and nowhere is a cloud to be seen. It wouldn't surprise me if the weather suddenly turned around and that it did was going to pour. A sigh leaves my mouth as I put my hands in my pocket, my feet are taking me somewhere and I don't mind going along with them.
I sit down on one of the benches in the park and close my eyes, enjoying the sunlight. My phone starts making noise and I look at it, "Why do you always have to ruin everything" I whisper at my phone while unlocking it and answering my phone. "Hanaji speaking?" I say while I wait for the other person to answer. "Are you nearby?" Juanhyu his voice fills my ear. "I'm in the park nearby why?" I ask while I look around, "You shouldn't come out alone, you need your manager there" Juanhyu says with a sigh, his voice is a bit hoarse, "Had a long night with Jamie?" I ask with a chuckle, "No I had not, but we might have to tell you something" He says. I stand up from the bench and I look around "I'll be right back at the building wait outside for me?" I ask with a soft smile while I start walking, "Yes sure, I'll grab some coffee first though."

The wind sets up and it starts blowing its air around. I look around, woman are suddenly holding their skirts from stopping it to blow up. I smile and walk towards Juanhyu who is sitting on a bench near the building. "Hi there" I sit down next to me and he hands over a coffee cup with a smile on his face. I thank him and take a sip of the coffee, then it hits me. It isn't coffee, it's green tea. I cough and Juanhyu chuckles "Did you thought I gave you coffee?" He asks with a grin on his face, I need "What did you want me to expect when there is a big coffee word on your cup?" I laugh and look at him, Juanhyu chuckles and takes a sip of his coffee, "That is what you get for pulling pranks on me all the time" He smiles and puts his hand on my shoulder. I laugh and take a sip from my tea.

Juanhyu grabs his briefcase and hangs his coat over the case, "Walk with me?" I nod and put on my coat, we both walk towards the garden behind the building, the gardens were a place for rest and coming at peace. I look around me, people are talking with each other and some are here just listening to music with headphones on. Juanhyu smiles at me while looking at his watch. "What did you have to tell me?" I ask while looking at him, he smiles and looks at me. "Is Jamie pregnant?" I ask curiously while my eyes start to look for any sign on Juanhyu but he lets nothing go, he shakes his head. "No she's not pregnant" He chuckles and looks around, "She wants to move away" he says while he stops walking, it feels like a bucket of ice is thrown over me, something tells me she wants to get away from Korea. "Where does she want to go?" I ask while looking at Juanhyu, he doesn't seem to be quite happy about it either. "Europe" He mumbles while looking down, "But then you should find a new job and everything!" I blurt out and look at him, he nods "Yes, she's trying to find some jobs in France but I don't want to leave you here all to a new manager and everything." I wrap my arms around him, "Juanhyu don't you worry about me, try to be a happy family with Jamie and just see if you like it there" I say with a smile, Juanhyu sighs. Clearly unamused by everything, "Hanaji, you don't get it. We're leaving in a few days already" He says, then it hits me. My manager is going to immigrate to Europe.

"The sky is so white
I had to take ahold of my heart
Now with my last voice
I'll say my last good bye
Please don't remember me

As someone hateful"