Countless || Key FF

Part 6 - No hard feelings.

A yawn leaves my mouth, the sun shines through the curtains and carefully open my eyes. The first thing I notice is the person beside me, my mouth drops and he also opens his eyes. "Good morning Hanaji" he smiles and I smile back. "Morning Taemin" He pulls me towards him and hugs me. "Don't worry we haven't done anything" He whispers and he presses a kiss on my forehead. A feeling of relieve fills my body. He smiles and slowly rubs my back, "How did you know I would ask that?" I ask him slowly, he sits straight which makes me automatically sit up as well, "I saw the questioning look on your face" He gets out of bed and pulls his shirt over his head, "Shall we go get some breakfast?" I nod and look at my clothes, I was wearing my pyjamas. Did I put them myself or did Taemin do that? Taemin leaves the room and I get dressed quickly, I pull a sweater over my head and put on some simple ripped black jeans.

Taemin grabs me by my arm and pulls me with him over the street. "Taemin I wonder what happened last night" I look at him while I walk along. He smiles softly, "We'll talk about it over breakfast" I nod and we both walk into a small café. "I'll order something for us and you find seats okay?" I nod again and I look around, there are seats at the windows which look very nice but I don't think it's smart when you are walking around with Taemin of SHINee. I walk towards seats near the wall and sit down, I grab my phone and look at the time. I notice that I have some missed calls of Juanhyu, I sigh and look at my messages. A few are from Jamie and others are from Key, Onew, Juanhyu. I open the chat with Juanhyu and look at the messages, they landed in France and are now safe in their new house. I can't understand how he could hide the fact they bought a home and everything without telling me a few days before their department.
"Penny for your thoughts?" Taemin sits down in front of me, he has a smile on his face. "I was thinking about Juanhyu, he didn't tell me anything about him moving" I sigh, Taemin hands me a coffee cup, "I don't understand either, maybe he didn't had the guts to tell you?" Taemin takes a sip of his coffee while he also hands me one of the pieces food on the plate he had.

"But really what happened yesterday?" I ask while I take a bite of the croissant. Taemin bites his lips as he is trying to recall yesterday. "You were drunk, I think your alcohol tolerance isn't really high" He smiles softly, "We kissed but I don't think it meant something for the both of us" He looks at me, I blush slightly. "What do you mean?" I ask him softly, what if it did mean something to me? Or to him? "Would you feel something if I kissed you now? Now you are sober" My eyes grow big, did he really just say that? Taemin chuckles, "Let me kiss you? Then we now for sure that we both don't have feelings for each other." He stands up while looking at me, I stand up as well and our eyes are attached to each other. They won't let go, his eyes are so mesmerizing, I wrap my arms around his neck and press my lips on his lips, he wraps his arms around me and answers the kiss. And that is how we stand there, in a small café making out with each other. And the worst part is, I don't feel anything. I don't feel butterflies or warmth. All I feel is his soft lips against mine, Taemin breaks the kiss, "And?" He looks at me with a small smile, "Nothing" I say softly. He nods and sits down again, I sit down as well and then notice people looking at us in shock. A blush creeps on my face, "But why did you want to confirm this?" I ask while looking at him, suddenly a grin appears on Taemin his face, "Because then you weren't lying last night" I look at him "Yah what did I say last night?!" I look at him and Taemin laughs, "Nothing" He stands up "let's get back to the building before anyone things something bad happened to you" He pulls me with him and I can just grab my phone along.

"Where have you guys been?" Minho walks towards us pulling Key and Onew with him, Taemin smiles "I stayed over so she wouldn't do crazy things" He says while he let his arm rest on my shoulder. "Yah!" I push his arm off my shoulder and look at him, "Just tell me what happened because you are being a little baby about it" I say while I look at him, "Do you really want me to tell you in front of him?" I blink a few times, "What? In front of who?" I ask confused, I'm so lost, Taemin is doing vague and honestly I don't get it anymore. "You told me last night that you liked someone" even more confused I look at him, "Is this why you asked me to you know this morning?" Taemin nods with a huge smile on his face, "That's why I also know it's true and you were not lying about it." Onew, Minho and Key are looking at us in confusion, "Okay so what happened last night?" Onew asks while he looks at the two of us. Taemin grins, "We kissed but-" Key looks at the ground, "Guys I still have to finish some things" He sighs and walks away, Taemin looks at the boy who is walking away. "You two kissed?" Minho looks at me in confusion, I nod softly "Twice to be honest" I say with a whisper. Onew and Minho gasps. "But that is the point guys it didn't mean anything!" Taemin says while he grins, the boys have now just a confused look on their faces, "What do you mean?" Onew asks while he his gaze goes to me and back to Taemin. "Don't you guys understand?" It seems like the quarter fell by the boys since they both go "Ahh-" But I'm still confused, "Guys can one of you just help me out? I'm still lost" I look at them, Taemin chuckles and ruffles my hair. "You told me you liked Key dumbass" he says easily, my mouth drops. "I don't like him!" I say while I look at the taller boy, Taemin looks at me, "Wait really?" I nod and he sighs, "Fuck" He mumbles it but everyone around him can hear it, Onew gives him a smack on the back of the head and sighs, "Hanaji would you please be so kind to check up on Key? I'll take care of this devil here" I nod and walk away from the group, I get my phone out of my pocket and read the messages Key send me last night.

K: Feelings are there to be revealed right? Or are they there to be hidden, no one will know. I want to talk to you, or not. I think you have a good time with Taemin now. Have fun.
K: I might come off annoying to you but just listen to this please?
[audio]
"When our eyes meet everything seems so perfect"

Key his voice fills my ears, a smile appears on my face and I feel a warm feeling inside. Was Taemin right? Do I have feelings for Key? A sigh leaves my mouth as I find my way towards the studio of the boys. I get stopped by Dean, he walks up to me "Hanaji sweetheart!" he has a big smile on his face, I put a fake smile on my face and greet him, my eyes fall on the door of the studio. It's so close! "I'm glad you took my advice and started dating someone!" Dean shows his voice and my mouth drops, it's a picture of me kissing Taemin. "Who is the lucky guy?" Dean asks while he looks at me, doesn't he have eyes or something? "No one, can I go?" I look at Dean. The boy shakes his head, "Not before I tell you about your upcoming gig, it's with SHINee, you are going to be making several ads with them, Key will be your first one" He smiles and I look at him, "What kind of ad?" I ask, "It's for Charm's and it will be starting next week so I'll keep you updated" I nod slowly and Dean looks at me, he knows I want to go somewhere. My body is ready to walk away, plus it isn't helping that I'm looking at the studio door every minute. "You can go now" He says while he looks at me, I bow for him and walk past him towards the studio.
I knock at the door and look around me for a second, "Come in."

"Don't pretend to turn a blind eye
There's nothing to gain from
The distance you put between us
And all your defences"