Hello, My name is N. and I am 20 years old. I am a hooman.
( I'm genderfluid)
So that makes me a fanboy. IK ur probably like, wtf a fanboy writing fanfic. YAYYYYYAA
ALSO, i'm pansexual..
yes pans are hot jsjshsh
I have been a fan of BTS since 2013. To be precise I found out about them on Christmas in 2013 and that's when they were still babies in the music industry. I feel like throughout the years with the boys I have grown to love myself for who I am and accept who I am becoming.
I used to be very depressed to the point where sometimes I would be so suicidal I would try and end my life. I have been clean for about 4 years and I am so proud of myself. Sometimes I relapse, and this is the longest time. Whenever I have the urge to do it. I just scratch but not to harsh to the point where there is blood. Another way I do is take a pen and draw designs or lines across my stomach or wrist. It helps, trust me. I still do have scars on my ankles, arms, stomach, and thighs but are barely visible to the eye unless you go straight up to me and stare at it, then you can see them.
Ever since Love Yourself: Her came out. That's when I honestly stopped with all the self-harm and got help with everything. I also have severe Anxiety and Social-Anxiety. I do not do well when talking to random people or I will freeze up and look like a statue or possibly scream, cry and run away.
BTS has helped me through a lot of other shit as well. But that's more private.
But BTS still tells us to Love Ourselves. And we equally love them back. Possibly even more.
If you are going through anything, and I mean anything. You can contact me on the following things.
Twitter: littleboiyoongi
Snapchat: cheshirethekat (please tell me when you add me that you are from wattpad, thanks)
________________________________________________
To all the people who read this and are in a bad place. You can get out of it and be happy. You just need to fight through all of it. When you think that there is no way out and possibly thinking suicide. Think of BTS or ur friends maybe even significant other or parents. What will they feel when they hear the news of ur passing. You could have gotten help and fought through this.
If there is no one there for you. I am. I will sit here and listen to what you have to tell me
And also, I may not know you but I care and love you.
Fighting~
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
Suicide hotlines:
Algeria: 0021 3983 2000 58
Argentina: 054 022 3493 0430
Australia:
Hotline- 08 9381 5555
Youth Hotline- 08 9388 2500
Toll Free Number- 1800 198 313
Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147
Belgium:
Helpline: 106
Helpline: 0800 32 123
Awel:
Youth helpline: 102
Vlaams Expertisecentrum Suicidepreventie Helpline: 1813
Bahamas:
Crisis center hotline of Bahamas: 328 0922, 322-4999
National Hotline helpline: 322-2763
Bahrain:
0097 161 199 188
0097 161 199 260
0097 161 199 191
0097 161 199 334
Bangladesh:
Helpline (Grameenphone): 01779554391, 01779554392
Helpline (Airtel): 01688709965, 01688709966
Helpline (Banglalink): 01985275286
Helpline (Robi) 01852035634
Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
Barbados:
Samaritans of Barbados
Helpline: (246)4299999
Email: samaritansbdos@yahoo.com
Bolivia:
hotline(Cochabamba): (00 591 4) 4 25 42 42
Hotline( La Paz) 75288084
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association
Bulgaria Sofia Hotline: 0035 9249 17 223
Canada:
Trans Canada Lifeline: (877) 565 8860
Mental Health Support Canada: 310 6789
Croatia: 014833888
Chile: (00 56 42) 22 12 00
China; Beijing Suicide Research and Prevention Center Hotline
Hotline: Free: 0800-810-1117
Hotline: Mobile/IP/extension users: 010-8295-1332
Colombia:
Hotline (Barranquilla): (00 57 5) 372 27 27
Hotline (Bogota): (57-1) 323 24 25
Hotline (Medellin): (00 57 4) 284 66 00
Hotline ( San Juan De Pasto): 3016326701
Costa Rica: 506-253-5439
Croatia: (01) 4833-888
Denmark: +4570201201
Egypt: 7621602
Estonia: 3726558088;
in Russian 3726555688
Finland: 010 195 202
France: 0145394000
Germany: 08001810771
Holland: 09000767
Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000
Hungary: 116123
India: 8888817666
Ireland: +4408457909090
Italy: 800860022
Japan: +810352869090
Mexico: 5255102550
New Zealand: 0800543354
Norway: +4781533300
Philippines: 028969191
Poland: 5270000
Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50
Russia: 0078202577577
Spain: 914590050
South Africa: 0514445691
Sweden: 46317112400
Switzerland: 143
United Kingdom: 08457909090
USA: 18002738255
\\\___///
Take care lovelies
YOU ARE READING
Model & Rapper //yoonmin ✔️
Fanfiction~ COMPLETED ~ 🌈 Jimin is an lgbtq+ model 🎤 Yoongi is a rapper in BTS 💌 Whom Jimin just happens to be a fanboy of. ©️littleboiyoongi YOONMIN 🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻🔻 Started: Oct 02, 2018 Finished: Jan 25, 2019 HIT 100K (7/27/19) Thank yo...
