A Living Fancy

Diagnosis

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Before Officer Darengers dropped me off, I asked him," what's your real name?" He answered," Zachary" once again I was stuck in a love story of me & another man.

I got into my apartment and went into my bedroom and locked the door. I went in my closet for a coat hanger.

It was simple just bend the hanger and put the sharp point of it inside of me, I didn't want to do this, but I had to. I wasn't going to be the girl who got pregnant by a murderer.

When I got the hanger I bent it and stuck my finger with the point it wasn't sharp enough. So I started to bight it to sharpen it.

After that, I took off my pants and panties off and stuck up inside me, I cried in pain and sadness, I really didn't want to do this but I had to, I started to bleed but I stuck it up there more deeper. I couldn't take the pain anymore so, I stopped.

Pieces of my skin fell to the floor and so much blooded dripped to the floor, I Rushed to the bathroom looking for a towel to clean the blood and hanger if I did have any visitors they didn't need to know what I was doing in the privacy of my home.

When I got to the bathroom, my head started to pound, I couldn't see where I was going I saw bright lights and then, I fell to the ground to be found in a pool of blood.

* Hours Later *

I felt apart of my body shaking it was my arms and chest, it was Elise. I didn't really question her helping me in this time of need, but the question that I had on my mind, but not for the first time but for the second time, how did Elise keep getting inside of my apartment but I was to weak to ask.

It felt like I was reliving life over and over this would be my 3rd time to the hospital,but this time I would be in a different hospital the old one that I used to go to blocks from my house was still taped off to police. The ambulance arrived quick and they put me on the wheeling bed that they would load me in the ambulance truck with.

Once they locked the doors I couldn't relax I thought I was going to be raped over again, the whole ride I was on edge.

When they pulled into the hospital parking lot they rushed me inside screaming and shouting orders, once I was in the Emergency Room they put a mask over my face and once again everything went black.

* The next day *

I awoke to beeping coming from a heart rate monitor and pulse monitor. I didn't know what was going on, there were so many nurses in my room rushing back and forth.

That's when a doctor walked in and told them to clear the room out, once they left it felt like I was relieved. He said to me," Hello Ms.Mastisson, my name is Doctor Okoya and I'll be your doctor full time from the time you check out.

He tried to lighten the mood by saying," now what do you we have here." I wasn't in the mood to play his doctor tactics. I told him," I had a little accident with a coat hanger."

He told me my diagnosis," when we checked your body scaring they showed you have severe vaginal tearing and scaring but, when we gave you a Ct scan to see if your bladder was damaged we found something miraculous, you have a small bun in the oven." My heart collapsed, when I found out that I still had the baby, now that the hospital knew that I had a baby they weren't going to let me just be alone with sharp objects after yesterday's "accident."

Then he continued," then we found something else." He flipped the page of his clipboard and sighed loudly. I wanted to know what else they found in my Ct scan, but something told me it was something awful.