Joe's Pov**
"Joe!!"
"Joe, stop it!!"
"Jo- HAHA!!" Caspar laughed as he gasped for air.
I laughed along with him as I tickled him. The position we were in was quite promising. (A/n*Insert creepy eyebrow wiggle*)
I was straddling Caspar, to keep him in place as I wiggled my fingers on his sides. He was at the point were it hurt to laugh. So I stopped tickling him to give him some time to breathe.
He took deep breathes. I rolled of him, laying next to him on my bed. I watched as his chest moved up and down as he took each breathe. I know it sounds creepy.. I just like to watch these little things people do. (A/n I WON'T LET THESE LITTLE THINGS SLIP OUT OF MY MOUTH!! That was a One Direction reference.. If you didn't catch that..)
Caspar looked over at me.
Shoot, he just saw me staring at him.. He had a goofy grin on his face. I was kinda scared..
"What?"
"Oh, nothing.."
"Caspar, you can't do that! Tell me!!" I begged. What could possibly be so amusing?
"I love you."
I was shocked. Do people just admit it like that? I didn't know what to say. So I just stared at him.
His smile dropped. As if realization just hit him. As if he just realized what he had said. He stood up.
"Casp, where are you going?"
He looked at me, staring into my eyes. As if trying to read my thoughts. I looked back at him, giving the same look. After a moment he replied.
"Out."
What? Was he kicking me out?
"What?"
"I'm going out."
"Oh."
What was I suppose to say? He just told me he loved me.. Was he serious? Was this another prank? Should I stop him and talk to him about it?
I think I'll just let him go out and when he comes back then we'll talk.
He nodded.
"When you get back can we talk about it?"
"What's there to talk about it?" He repllied harshly.
Ouch.
"Caspar, there's plenty to talk abo-"
"No there's freaking not! You don't love me.. I understand. I can't make you love me back, I get it. I just don't want to talk about it, Okay?"
i nodded.
Well then.
"I'll be back later."
"Okay." I said just loud enough for him to hear.
He looked at me one last time before walking out of my room.
I got up and followed him upstairs, watching him walk out the front door with one last glance at me. I smiled lightly at him.
Now what do I do?
I was bored out of my mind. I should have said something when he said he loved me.. We could have avoided this.. I could said I love you back. I could've forced myself to love him. Anything to get my best friend back.
I'd do anything.
Anything.
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-About an hour later-
A sudden knock at the door interrupted my thoughts. I slowly got off th couch and walked to the front door.
On my way there I stubbed my toeon the leg of the table beside me.
"Oh my God!"
"Joe? Are you alright mate?"
Alfie!
Alfie's here!
I can talk to him about what happened earlier with Caspar.
I ran the rest of the way to the door and swung it open.
Caspar was with him.
Caspar looked drunk.It was never fun to be around him when he's drunk. He's always good at hiding his emotions. But, when his drunk he wears his heart on his sleeve and his emotions take over.
"What's up with him Joe?"
"No hello?" I joked.
Alfie gave me a stern look.
I put my hands up in surrender. Someone's not in the mood for jokes.
"I'll ask you again. What's wrong with Caspar?"
I shrugged.
"Come in Alfie." I said giving him the 'I need to talk to you' look.
He set Caspar in his bed downstairs. Then came back up to talk.
What was I going to say?
"So?"
"Err.."
"Joe, just tell me."
I put my head in my hands..
"Joe.."
I looked at the groud not wanting to make eye contact. I felt bad.
"Joe?"
"Hello? Earth to Joe?"
Alfie continued putting his hands in my face, tryng to get my attention.
"He freaking loves me."
"Who?"
I shook my head. This is so stupid.
"Joe, who is he? Who loves you?"
"Caspar, Caspar loves me."
Alfie gasped.
"I- I don't know what to say."
"What's there to say? My best friend loves me."
Alfie got up.
"Where are you going?"
"To leave. talk to him."
"Alfie, He said he didn't want to talk about it."
"Just talk to him. Alright?"
"Whatever."
I waved.
What am I suppose to say to Caspar? Sorry I don't love you? That will break him..
