𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐈𝐧 𝐌𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭💔✔ [COMPLETED]

C H 16 : You

(Me)

** Nightmare's P.O.V **

Waking up sucked when you know that one person that you wanted to be there when you wake up isnt there. I didn't really want Cross to go. I bet he's in the room where I last put him with Ink. For some reason, as I was cuddling him. That hole that I was feeling was slowly starting to fill. It didn't feel like loneliness was gnawing at the back of my head already.

It was so sudden, I don't even know the reason why I gave him a chance. Was it the one thing that happened in their hiding spot? Was it that? That hole that I fell into is like the hole in my heart that I cant fix?

I sighed, I walked to the kitchen to brew some coffee. I found Error with Ink by his side. They looked so pissed. Were they arguing? Walking side by side is rare to see. Whatever happened, I just hope that no one would murder each other right now. My mind was so off, I started to think of Cross. He looks so precious like sweet cinnamon roll-

I shook my head, trying to face reality. What am I feeling? This isn't what call the sickening thing called love right? I shook the thought off and focused on reality. "Where's Cross?" Ink asked, he looks so exhausted. They probably chased him around the castle. Cross knows this place better than Ink, Cross has dozens of hiding places to hide in. Pretty sure Ink can't find every single hiding spot in less than an hour.

I shrugged. I have no idea where Cross is, all I know is that he went off somewhere that Lord asgore knows where. I drank my steaming hot coffee, leaning on the kitchen counter. And then again, I started to think of Cross again. His cute smile-okay, something's wrong about me, something's very wrong. But why is wrong? Think of his cute smile isn't wrong right?

Wrong!

Nightmare, you're falling in love, you idiot! I snapped out of thoughts, not wanting to deal with this. After finishing my coffee, I went around the castle to find Cross. I found him in the library, reading what seemed to be a fan fiction between a girl in a place she was never been to. I eyed him closely. He looks so content. Why is he like that? Isn't he supposed to be scared, frantically finding escape routes, trying to leave without me noticing?

It doesn't really look like that. Is he happy? Is he sad? Is mad? I can't tell. He just looks so content and cute at the same time. I silently slapped myself for calling him cute. I slapped myself again, I just slept with him! Is there really a reason to slap yourself because of just calling him cute? Now I probably look weird because I keep slapping myself. I think I should stop, he's looking at my direction.

He raised his hand, he swayed it side to side. I flinched. TF, I JUST FLINCHED, HE JUST WAVED AT ME, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! HE JUST WAVED. what is this? What's happening to me? Does this happen when you're falling in love? I walked towards him, waving back at him. He smiled. OHMYASGORE HE SMILED. that's so cute-yep, something's very wrong with me.

I took a chair and sat in front of him. That book is blocking my view, i suddenly had an urge to remove the book and stare at him. WTF. Why am I thinking like that? Whyyyyy??? This whole love thing is new to me, I hate it. Its like my body wants to say something but I don't have any words to describe it.

Why? Why? LOVE IS WEIRD, MAKING ME FEEL ALL THIS WEIRD LOVEY-DOVEY SH##, I CAN'T HANDLE IT. I calmed myself down. Don't get mad over something that you're new with, you'll get used to it. Just wait. Just wait. I see hands waving in front of my face. I snapped out of my thoughts and came back to reality.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah.." I replied.

"Can you stand up?" I asked him. He gave me a confused look but stood up anyways. I lifted him up the table. "Jump." was all I said.

"Why?"

"So you could fall for me even more."

(That pick-up-line was so sudden. Wow Nightmare, just wow. *claps* so smooth. That was really smooth.)