𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐈𝐧 𝐌𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭💔✔ [COMPLETED]

C H 11 : In

(My Feelings)

** Nightmare's P.O.V **

I was still stuck in the hole of nothingness. I still watched the short 15-second videos of me being nice to Cross. It was kind of a nice feeling, I took in every detail of that new feeling. It felt amazing. I also took in every detail of the video, somehow, my eye landing on Cross' frail figure.

It made my cheeks feel hot, does that mean I'm blushing? What's wrong with me? He looks so cute, the way he calls me senpai in a high pitched voice. It made him sound like an innocent cinnamon roll. Even when he is a cinnamon roll, its really cute.

OH MY ASGORE, NIGHTMARE, STOP SAYING HE'S CUTE. I mean, to be honest, he is cute. I wonder why I didn't notice that.

“Hi, Senpai! Good morning!”

I looked at the glitched screen before me. If I could stop that screen right now, I would be staring at his face. My cheeks felt like it burned even more, increasing by the moment I keep thinking of him.

It's killing me how I hurt the cinnamon roll, every word he says, makes me feel like, he's thanking me for getting him out of his empty AU. It felt like he didn't just call me ‘Senpai’ to annoy me, but to praise me.

Why didn't I think of it that why? The times I called him stupid, I think I'm the stupid one there. All the times, I made him feel like he was worthless, makes the hole in my heart widen even more. Its painful, now I know how Cross feels when I insult him.

It really hurts, it's burning like your body is on fire, it felt like you have been impaled by a very sharp bone attack of pain. Now I know how Cross feels neglected, how poorly fed he is. He looks so malnourished, when I'm out this place. I'll make sure, he'll have enough food to eat(A/n: AUTHOR IS SCREAMING AT LOGIC).

Now I know how Cross feels like I hurt him, it breaks his heart. A crack representing how painful it was, thinking about it makes me regret everything I did to him. Love can heal him, when I'm out this place, I'll give him all my LOVE, so he'll know how it is to be loved, and to be loved.

How Cross sacrifices a lot of things for me, I just felt how Cross feels when he sacrifices a lot of things. When I get of this place, I will make sure to sacrifice the same to him. He deserves a lot for giving me the things I need even when I'm the who's supposed to give him the things he need.

Everything about his features tells everything to me all at once, is this what it feels like? Being in love? Being head over heels for someone?

Maybe when I get out this place, I will answer every poem he wrote for me, he must've spent all of his waking hours, making a poem for me. I appreciate him for that, now that I know, I should appreciate him more, stop neglecting him, start loving him because he deserves it.

Just by staring at his face, I wanna get out this hell so badly. I bet my eye has hearts for pupils right now. HE SO CUTE, I WANNA DIEEEE. (A/n:  slow down bruh)

He's so cute, I wanna protect him. When I get out of this, I will protect him from harm. He'll be mine one day, only mine.

Maybe marry him too.

(WAIT WHAT—)