My Crazy Obsession

Warm Water

~WARNING CHAPTER CONTAINS INAPPROPRIATE ACTS AND/OR LANGUAGE~
~POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING~

~Marceline's POV~

I sat quietly in the shower for a really long time just letting the warm water run over my face and skin. I thought a lot about my past and how fucked up I was from the shit I'd been through, and trust me I'd been through some shit. 1000 years is a long time to be in existence. You see people live and then die, and then live again in a different form. You see people change for the better, but more often you see them change for the worst. I start to think about if I had made the right choice turning Finn into a vampire... He would have to live through all the same pain I had. He would have to see his best friend Jake die one day... And what if my past was too much for him to handle... What if he left and then we were just two singular vampires separated and alone in this cruel world...

I start to feel warm tears running down my cheeks and realize that I need to stop thinking about the "what ifs." "What ifs" dont help anyone I told myself. Which is true. I am brought back to reality by a light knock on the bathroom door, and I realize I have no idea how long I've been sitting in the shower.

"Hey, Marcy?" I hear Finn say through the bathroom door. "Are you okay in there? You've been in the shower for an hour..."

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm okay... You can come in if you want," I say sniffling and wiping my puffy eyes. I hear the bathroom door click open and through the shower curtain is see Finn's shadow enter and walk across to sit down on the toilet.

"I didn't mean to upset you by having you talk about your past," he said quietly.

"It's okay, it's something that I needed to say anyway." I pulled the shower curtain back slightly and popped my head out to look at him. Water rolled off my hair and dripped onto the floor. He stared at me and a small smile began to form on his face. "What?" I asked him puzzled.

"You're just so beautiful. I feel like a fool for never realizing how amazing you are until it was staring me right in the face." I blushed a light shade of pink and giggled. "I could suck that pink right out of your cheeks," he joked with me and leaned over to kiss my cheek softly. Before he pulled away I turned my head and caught his lips upon mine. I kissed him softly and then slightly harder. He kissed me back and placed his hand on my cheek to pull me in closer to him. I pulled away softly to look deep into his eyes. "What? Did I do something wrong?" He asked in a hushed worried voice.

"No, you just got me into a playful mood, and I was gonna ask if you would like to join me in the shower?" Finn blushed really hard and I bit my bottom lip a little. Just imagining Finn in the shower with me made me giddy. I knew Finn had had other girlfriends and that he wasn't new to everything... But how much did he actually know... I didn't want to corrupt him, but according to some I may have already gone past the point of no return by turning him into a vampire. So really, how much more harm could I do?