Emotionless.. ( Joey Bada$$ )

K

Zella in MM

Song of the Chapter:

Nothings Into Somethings by Drake

~Zella

After that bullshit that happened with Jo-Vaughn last month, I've been keeping it lowkey.

I've honestly just been worried about my modeling career. I built up enough pictures, and now I have a portfolio. I did a campaign with H&M and it really got my name out there, but now I want to switch directions. I don't really want to do commercial fashion. Villaharo has lined up a few shoots for me this week so I'm excited to make this transition.

Another thing that has been keeping me distracted is the gym. Once I bought my car, I got a trainer because I wanted to tone up my body for modeling, but now it's become a hobby.

School. Gym. Work. That's my life.

Whenever I see Jo-Vaughn I walk the other way. I sit on the other side of the class, I don't go outside while they're rapping anymore, none of that. Nuch. 

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It was about 6 o clock when I returned from my after school gym visit. I parked my car and started to walk to my building, but I heard my name being called being me.

"Shit." I said to myself. I could hear it was some of the pros. Although they didn't do anything to me, I hadn't talked to them since what happened with Jo-Vaughn. I was honestly too embarrassed. I felt like they all knew what happened, and I really didn't want to talk about it with anyone. So I just avoided everybody.

"Zella" Kirk said. I turned around and gave a nervous grin.

"Hey" I said.

"Long time no see. Where you coming from? The gym?" He said surprised. My hair was pulled into a pony tail, and I sported an all black fitted Nike Pro suit.

"Yea. Ever since I've been on the whole modeling thing I've been working out. Gotta' stay in shape, and it keeps me grounded." I said.

"Yea I seen that H&M ad. You out here doin' the damn thing huh" Nyck smiled.

"Hey Nyck. Yea sumn' slight. I got some new shit I'm working on this week." I smiled.

"That's wassup. So you know yo boy over there right?" Kirk said. I looked confused, and then looked behind him. I saw Joey in the distance. I rolled my eyes and put my hand on my hip.

"That is not my boy" I scoffed.

"Come on. When y'all gone work that out?" Nyck said.

"We're not. He played me like a lame. He should know better than that." I said.

"Come on Zella, don't be like that. Y'all fight and makeup all the time." Kirk said. I turned my head and looked at him like he was crazy.

"So" I paused. "Do yall even know what happened? You can't if you just out here telling me to forgive this nigga. This wasn't a normal fight." I said.

"Okay I know, but it can be handled as such. Come on Zella. We all miss you. Can't yall at least just be cordial? For the sake of everybody else?" Kirk said.

"Right. I'm tired of hearing him complain about what's going on between yall. And I'm tired of you dodging everybody like we're the Jehovah Witness knocking on your door or sum'" Nyck said. "No offense to Jehovah Witness or nothin', but them mothafuckas are consistent I'll tell you that!" I laughed.

"Fine." I said.

"Forreal?" They said in unison.

"Yes bruh. Now let me go inside and shower. I'm pretty sure I stink" I said.