The glitch, and the blot. {Sorta Errink}

skip if u want [vent]

If u have autisim and are reading this, it is not aimed at you and please don't think I hate you, because I don't.

To get this clear. I'm not depressed or suicidal. I'm just extremely mad. For those of you that don't know, my dad is very, very close to me and I love him to bits. I also have a cousin who has autism, I don't know what that has to with what he did.

I don't handle anger very well. I normally just end up crying. I'm still in the caravan with him and the toddlers and my gran. Ect.

So far the toddlers have kept me awake with there constant crying and have walked in on me while i'm sleeping because they want me to play with them. I hate them. I hate the caravan park. I want to burn the place to the ground and bury myself.

Me, my brother and my cousin are not on good terms with eachother and never really have been. All the way we where arguing and fighting eachother. My cousin told me I would be homeless and have no job. I replied 'im sure my dad would hire me.' my dad's a tattooist and drawing is really the only thing I'm good at.
My cousin went ahead and said 'no you wouldn't because your dad would be hunted down by the KKK and shot.' my gran was totally oblivious to this and I started crying.

I hold grudges very easily and have never really been on good terms with autistic people.

Right now I'm under the covers and feeling a bit better.

Thank you for reading If you did.