Nothing much, just fine, I am doing well.

Part 9

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|Inside Lauren's Letter|

Hey Camila,

Do you still remember that time our eyes locked together for the first time?

Not only did I refuse you but I even ended up bullying you.

While being scared of Brad, I believed that I had to protect myself and you from him.

But more than anything else, it was for my own sake.

Brad was the only person to ever listened to me.

But you always have a blank expression and I could never figure out what you were thinking.

I thought that we could never understand each other, so I refused to get along with you.

Now that I think about it, I was probably scared of you.

You probably couldn't stand looking at an immature person like me, who didn't even realize her own feelings.

But you helped me out, no matter how mean I was to you, you were always kind to me.

Thanks to you, I was able to realize that i didn't need Brad and realize the importance of kindness and friendship.

But, at the same time, I felt something.

A new feeling that was your warmth.

This feeling that colored my heart.

It made me afraid to face my own self.

Once again, I tried to hide my feelings for you that grew.

But since I've learnt to appreciate my own feelings, I was not the me from before we met.

Unknowingly I ended up bullying you and running away from myself because of my unwavering feelings.

But even then, you were still nice to me.

Whenever I think about the moments our eyes locked, I felt as though I was allowed to honestly love you.

Even now, I can feel this feeling of happiness.

Every minute and every second of the time I spent with you.

Everything felt so calming and refreshing that I have fallen so hard for you to a point of no return.

Lauren

|Note|

This letter is actually from a manga called Citrus. I thought of putting in here because it hurt so much when I read this letter. So yeah...credits to the actual author 🙃 I changed it just a bit so it matched this story a bit. 

 |Edit| 

Sorry i have so many stuffs to juggle with for this week. I will update tomorrow. Ty for reading ❤️