Chapter 5-Guilty

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(I couldn't find any picture for this without Muja. *sigh* And I have enough for 41 chapters as well.)


Wednesday, 14th October 8:47 pm

For such a bad yesterday, I'm surprised that today was so good. The morning was horrible though. I woke up with a headache that could crack marble. Mother kept me home, blaming it on Kuudere Chan.  I think she knows. I know mother knows. I mean,  it's not like she didn't do it herself. She was like... that since the beginning. She keeps on giving me looks. But as we were both born broken she knew exactly what would help.

Senpai. 

I didn't actually know that she called him, only that he was there once school was over. My headache left to go bugger somebody else. He also told me of something that I am really not looking forward to. Kuudere's funeral. Would the voices come back? I thought that they would go, as I hadn't heard from them for hours. Senpai seemed to notice my distress, so he gave me my homework and asked if I wanted anything, like help. I could tell he was uncomfortable. Such a shame that he had to leave so soon, but his needs must. I let him leave. 

I started on my homework. The usual. A bit of maths, Midori's copied science notes for an upcoming test, and a book. Midori came round after with some more. Taro-Senpai had left some behind it seemed. We sat and played some Miyuki games, told me that Gema kun has said that I'm on my last chance. She said that if I missed activities all week I would have to leave. And I've missed too many. I have to go tomorrow, or I'm out. Apparently, I don't have sick days. Such a shame. She gave me the time for Kuudere's funeral. 7-12. Early, but I wake up at 5 anyway. I'll be fine. I think. If a headache makes me cry I'll just say that I'm sad. I'll blend right in. Thank god for my new emotions. I'd be the one in the ground if it weren't for Senpai. Senpai is everything for me. Everything.



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