Tuesday, 23rd October. 1:00 pm
I'm sorry. I had to. I couldn't help it. The voices told me too. There are five in total, all saying that she had to go. She stood there, with her filthy 'I don't even need a Senpai' lies taunting me while they said that she should go. So I invited her up to the roof, promising lunch. She did have it, only I put it on the ground floor. Where she fell. I pushed her. I PUSHED her. Kuudere Chan is dead because of me.
When the police came they found prints on the box. Mine, naturally. The look on Senpai's face shattered me. But I have to be strong for Senpai. I lied, said it was a tribute. When they asked why my prints were on her shirt, I said that I gave her a pat on the back for finishing a good book. It was true, she did finish the book.
But now no-one can find this book. And I mean NO-ONE. Especially not Senpai. If Senpai found this now, I would imitate what they think Kuudere Chan did. I would jump. I might show him this when I have him safe and locked inside forever. Oh, what great joy it would be to see the look of pride on Senpai's face when he realised that it was all for him! But for now, this must be kept safe. The voices tell me so. They tell me that Senpai will leave if he finds this now and that he will never come back. I'm afraid though. If the voices tell me to... do what I did to Kuudere Chan how will I know what is right and what is wrong? I know what I did was wrong, but what if I didn't? What would happen? Either way, the voices promise pain if I don't listen. I need to tell mother. She needs to know what's going on. I...I can handle the pain.
All I need to do is think of Senpai and everything is alright.
(A/N I feel like I'm rushing. Am I rushing? I hope that this OK.)
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