Short. Sorry. Can't really be bothered. No-one reads this anymore. It's kinda pointless. I'm talking to no-one. I'm going mad. Just like Ayano.
Wednesday 12th December
Scratch that. Going Taro-free is extremely hard. Especially since whenever I walk anywhere I hear "that's Senpai's ex" or "isn't that Ayano? The one who Taro dumped?" My advances are shot down every time. Every. Time. Annoying. It's like someones following me, there only to torture me, and I can't take it anymore. I'm having to bribe Midori to get my pills. I'm banned. I've taken too many. I go through a tub a week, and I have a handful every hour. Too many. So here I am, wallowing in my defeat. Midori gives me hugs every hour. Mai keeps on calling me into her 'office' which is the janitor's office. Smells like bleach in there. Midori keeps on looking at what I'm reading. Midori goes away. None of your business. Yes, I'm talking to you. Midoriiiii. Miss Midori Gurin, please go away.
Good, she's gone. It's nice that she does all this stuff for me, but I don't want her reading about some of the stuff in here. Especially the stuff about Kuu-dere Chan. Since I've taken my pills I've felt better about a lot of the stuff that I've done. She deserved it. She was in the way. Although, now it was kinda pointless now that I think about it. I killed her for nothing. Oh. Midori really can't see this now.
I might as well go the full hog.
Welcome to my diary.
My name is Ayano. I'm an empty, cold husk of a human without feelings. I'm depressed. Obviously.
No, that's stupid.
I find that I use that word too much nowadays.
But I am empty. I am cold. I have no purpose in life. Should I just take all the pills I have left? I have a stash in case Midori gets banned too. What would happen if I took them all?
Mother wouldn't care, nor Taro or Father. I'll get a good nights sleep first I think. I want to look my best for when it happens.
If I want to do that, then I have to get some sleep now. Right now.
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