Im back and I'm better. And suspended from school for 6 days for recording a pussy ass fight between 2 skinny ugly ass
Let that shit sink in. 6 FUCKING DAYS. RECORDING A FIGHT. NOT GETTING INTO ONE, RECORDING IT! THATS ONLY 1 DAY LESS THAN THE FIGHTERS💀💀I am .. truly disgusted at my school lmfao. Whatever. I get a long ass weekend bitchhhhhh
Missed yall💛
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Stokeley
I didn't even have a chance to greet her, as soon as I got in there we locked lips. I had forgotten about whole reason I was there.
Before I knew it we were in her bedrooms and clothes were coming off.
I kissed up on her neck and she let out a small moan while reaching to unbuckle my pants, I stopped her.
"Why did you stop?" She asks me.
"Because.." I started, while getting up and buckling my pants. "I didn't come over here to fuck you." She scoffed and put on her clothes too,
"Then why are you here?" She asks.
I sighed and turned to her, "I need to tell you something, and for some reason I feel like you're the only person I need advice from right now..and good hearted advice." I explained. "I know you don't really like him and-"
"Is it about Jahseh?" She says cutting me off. She rolled her eyes and shook her head.
"What advice do you want from me about Jahseh?" She asked.
"Just please try to help." I insisted. She sighed deeply and waved her hand, "Fine. What is it?"
"I know we've dated in the past and..seen each other. And you know I've been with other people, particularly girls, in the past." I started. She furrowed her eyebrows but said nothing, "So..I've been feeling a certain way about...about Jahseh."
She chuckled, "What? You don't like him?" She said.
"No. No. No. I..I like Jahseh."
"You like him? Then..what's the certain way feel against him?"
"I don't have any..feelings AGAINST him..I-"
"Have feelings for him?" She says with a little voice. "You like him THAT way?"
I nodded not being able to say anything. She is..I think the first one I came out to. Officially. Never thought it would be her, I didn't think I was gay until recently with Jahseh now I'm fully convinced that I am gay. It's going to take a while to get used to, but it is what it is. Everyone including Valerie deserves to know.
She stared at me shocked, not knowing what to say.
"So..this means you're..gay?" She says finally.
I shrugged. I guess so, there's no other way to put it.
"So then what am I supposed to do?" She asks.
"Well..if I like Jahseh should I tell him?"
"Of course you should tell him..if you like someone it's better to tell them you do than to just watch them. They're never going to come to you on their own, in Jahseh's case he might but you never know Stokeley. He might feel the same way."
"But..he has a..thing for Kim..which is pissing me off." I wish Kim would just back off so it would be easier for me to tell Jahseh how I feel. I don't know what's REALLY going on, if it's just a joke or they are really over here fucking each other, regardless it's making me feel a certain way.
