[EDITING] Red And Blue Looks Good On You (Peter Parker X Reader)

17. Than ever

I hadn't told any of my friends about dying my hair and some of my family hadn't seen it yet. It's funny I say any of my friends when I have maybe four. I was lying in bed playing with my hair I had just taken out of a ponytail twirling it in my fingers giggling trying to imagine Peter's reaction. I decided to finally get up now that I only had an hour left until I was supposed to be there. I stood up running my fingers through my hair looking around the larger than average room. I decided I should shower but put my hair in a messy bun to make it easier not to get wet while I showered. I grabbed my phone off it's charger so I could listen to music. I never like to do much of anything without playing music it made it feel weird because I had more things to think about and sometimes thinking was painful. I could've grabbed one of the many expensive speakers I had but I preferred my phone it made me feel normal and even though it was waterproof I very rarely brought it in the shower maybe twice since I've made it.

"Monsters" by Timeflies and a girl I couldnt remember the name of came on. It was my favorite so I started singing along. I only sing in here and sometimes in front of people I really trust.

"I see your monsters
I see your pain
Tell me your problems
I'll chase them away
I'll be your lighthouse
I'll make it okay
When I see your monsters
I'll stand there so brave
And chase them all away," I sang the chorus. I stop when the man starts singing I hate my voice enough without trying to do his.

I sat down on the floor of my shower and cradled myself in it's warmth. Engulfed by the water and music I almost fell back asleep.

"(Y/n) do not go to sleep you will be late," n/n piped up.

"Ah shit!" I mumbled jumping up. "Um um umm need to stay awake ugh," I thought aloud. "Um N/n do I have any messages?" I mumbled to the AI trying to clear my head enough to at least think straight.

"Yes (y/n) you have two would you like me to read them for you?" N/n asks.

"Please do," I reply.

"Peter ma mf bestfriend said, Goodmorning beutiful I love you I might be a little late to school today hope not *fake heart emoji*. What would you like to reply?" The AI read to me.

"Please reply, Peter what did you get your dumbass into this time?"

"To confirm your reply is, 'Peter what did you get your dumbass into this time? Is that correct?" The AI voice read to me.

"Yes. Please read the other message," I spoke loudly even though the music was paused.

"An unknown number said, Hi it's Portia the stylist who did your hair! I just wanted you to know the hair wash you had gotten should make your hair last longer and call me when you need another appointment!" The AI told me with the fake emotions I gave it. I really need to upgrade those.

"Reply, Okay thank you!" I told the AI trying to not fall back asleep still.

"To confirm, your reply is, 'Okay thank you!' Is that correct?" It asked.

"Yes. Please continue the music," I said to the AI emotionless.

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Time skip
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I think I'm having an anxiety attack or maybe a panic attack I'm not sure honestly. I can't hold myself still I can't get my thoughts straight and everything seemed just kinda lopsided or something. I can feel a migraine setting in. I couldnt stop tapping my water bottle lid in the car and Happy started to give me a look because he knew something was wrong.

"Hey kid is something up?" He asked in a caring voice as we got about two blocks from the school.

"Hmmm," I hummed in a slight sing song voice trying to get my thoughts together enough to speak. "Yeah I'm fine just have a lot to think about right now," I muttered just loud enough for my voice to fill the car. My hand squeezed the headphone balled up in my pocket next to my phone which was all cued up for me to listen to my music but I didnt like to listen in the car it felt rude to me.