High on Hope✨ {Hayes Grier} (a.u)

//chapter two\\

"if you're in love, then you are the lucky ones, 'cause most of us are bitter over someone"

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1:30 in the morning, a buzzed and high Sam and Kai sat on the curb in front of a peers house. Kai's idea of a midnight adventure consisted of them walking to Kristle Tuff's house for booze and weed, it wasn't much, but Sam couldn't complain, because who would if you were getting free booze and drugs out of the deal? exactly. no one.

Sam was giggling and Kai was starring off into space; getting lost in what seemed like a billion tiny stars to him. Sam stopped giggling and became very serious.

"what if, what fucking if, Hayes left me because our relationship was a fucking joke or something?" Sam asks.

"nah, I mean, I don't particularly like the kid anymore, but he's decent enough not to do something like that to a girl. plus you guys met up by fate," Kai said, sounding really chill.

"no, it wasn't necessarily by fate. hell he could have been at a party the night before and like made a bet about me with his friends or some shit!" Sam exclaimed.

"what would the bet have been about?" Kai asked.

"I don't know," Sam sighed.

"how long were you guys dating for?"

"a year; and we were on the verge of our two year anniversary, in fact it would have been in three days from today," Sam sighed.

"so, he literally broke it off a week before your two years?" Kai asked, astonished Hayes would do something like that, surely he knew that it was a week away from being together for two fucking years!

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while Kai and Sam sat there drunk and high, Hayes sat in his room, crying to Hannah Mayers about his break up, and about how he felt like an ass-hat for doing it because he simply loved Samantha Olivia Sparks.

"well if you still loved her, why did you break up with her?" Hannah asked.

"because I was horny, and she said she wasn't ready for sex, and I mean, we have done other things, but not the deed, you know?" Hayes said.

"well, we could have sex," Hannah suggested.

"I couldn't," Hayes shook his head.

"c'mon baby, it'll make you feel better," she said, kissing his neck. nipping, biting, and sucking, coaxing a moan from Hayes. and from there, they started doing the deed, for Hayes, it felt wrong, but he hadn't done it in so long he could careless.

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whilst Hannah and Hayes were getting it on, Kai and Sammy decided that they wanted Burger King, and they decided that Sammy would lead the way.

well a bottle of Smirnoff Vodka, a joint, and two hours later; it turns out that they shouldn't have let Sam lead the way, she got them lost. not once, not twice, but three times! she ended up leading them to Hayes house, and when she realized, she started laughing uncontrollably.

"what? what is it?" Kai asked.

"well," she started. "well it turns out my drunken stupor led us to Hayes house!"

"oh, shit," Kai said, and in that moment, the front door opened, with a disheveled looking Hayes stood in the threshold of the house.

"Sam, Kai? what are you doing at my house at three thirty in the morning?" Hayes asked, shocked. it had been about ten months since he had seen Sammy pissed drunk like this.

"well, my--Kai and I are really fucking drunk and we want Burger Kin--" Sam stopped talking, because of who she saw; Hannah Marie Mayers. otherwise known as Sam's old best friend. Hannah had wrapped her arms around his waist.

"what's going on ba--" she started, but stopped once she locked eyes with Sam, then she started smirking.

"c'mon babe, let's get outta here," Kai said, pulling on Sammy's arm, she yanked it out of his grip.

"what is this?" Sam asked.

"nothing! there is absolutely nothing going on," Hayes defended.

"huh! that's not what it looks like! because to me, it looks like you fucked each other, and now she's wearing one of the shirts I always used to wear," Sam said, tears threatening to spill.

"no, Sam! god no," Hayes said, taking Hannah's arms off of his waist.

"no, Hayes don't you dare lie! how long has this been going on, huh? a week? two weeks? four weeks?" Sam said, slowly sinking to her knees.

"come on, SammyBaby, let's go," Kai said, she nodded, Kai picked her up from the ground, bridal stile.

"no, please wai--" Hayes said.

"oh please! it's fucking exactly what it looks like! we slept together, and you wanna know something, Sam? it was great! so fucking great! guess what, it's all because you wouldn't fucking put out! yeah, that's right!" Hannah yelled.

Sam started crying harder. Kai gave her the death glare along with Hayes.

"shit," Sam said. "put me down. now," she demanded quietly, he looked at her skeptically, and she just gave him a pointed look, eventually Kai did as told.

"what are you doing?" he asked, she waved him off with the flick of her wrist. she marched right passed Hayes, and up to Hannah.

"you. are. a. cold. mother. fucking. selfish. bitch," Sam said, before bringing her hand up and slapping Hannah so hard, that you could see her handprint on Hannah's cheek. "I hope you're happy, actually, no. I hope you live a long, miserable life, Hannah. you, too, Hayes. god damn, and to think, I was gonna give myself to you on our two fucking year anniversary! I must've been crazy, huh, Hayes? are you satisfied with yourself?"

Hayes looked down at his feet, "I still love you, Princess."

"no, no! you can't say that--no, scratch that, you don't get to say that! YOU ended things! you called me friget! you called me a selfish bitch! this is all on you, I understand that I didn't put out for you, Hayes, but I had my reasons. I mean, hell, look at the situation Blaire was put in! she thought she was in love so she gave herself to the guy only for him to leave her in the night, no clues, no warning; he just up and left. I was scared Hayes. so fucking scared. I loved you Hayes, but I guess my love wasn't enough. was it Hayes? actually, no, don't answer that, just--just go back to fucking Hannah Mayers, but you might want to get checked for an STD, she sleeps around a lot, Hayes," Sam said, forcing herself not to shed another tear in front of Hayes or Hannah. she walked down the driveway to Kai, the person she needed dearly at the moment, she also needed Blaire.

"suddenly, my appetite is gone, but we can still stop by a Burger King; if you want, I know one just down the street from here, he took me there a couple of times," Sam said, Kai shaking his head.

"let's get you home, SammyBear, you've had a long couple of days," Kai said, grabbing her hand and interlacing their fingers; in a friendly manner, he thought of Sam as a sister. she nodded, then, Kai and Sammy started their long walk back to Sam's house, almost all the way across town.