ROSES FOR HIM

1: Time Machine

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"I hope this would lasts forever. Just you and I" Hinawakan niya ng mahigpit ang kamay ko. "Please don't leave me again. Okay?"

"I won't. I love you Josh" I gave him a peck of kiss on his lips but he pulled me closer to him. The kiss deepened and I really miss it.

I was about to cut our kisses but he started moving his lips. I opened my mouth for him to enter and played with my tongue. Just like the first time that we kissed. It's so sweet and desirable. God Im gonna miss this person.

"I love you more." He said between our kisses and smiled. 

Nakita ko na naman ang matamis nyang ngiti. Wala pa ring pinagbago,  nakakalaglag puso. Bago pa may makakita samin, lumayo na ako. 

"I'll go ahead. See you tomorrow. Take care of yourself." Hinalikan ko sya sa noo.  Inayos ko ang sarili ko.

"I will" He smiled. Pero alam kong nahihirapan siya, pinipilit nyang lumaban para samin.

Para sakin.

Nasa pinto na ako ng kwarto nya, hawak ko na rin yung door knob pero ayaw ko pa ring umalis. Ayoko syang iwan ulit. Natatakot akong umalis. Natatakot ako na baka wala na akong balikan.

"Palagi na kitang bibisitahin ha? Di na ako aalis. Be good." Pahabol ko at tuluyan ng umalis.

Pumatak na naman ang mga luha ko. Damn. 

Ayoko pa umuwi kaya nagpunta muna ako sa lugar kung saan kami huling nagkita, 5 years ago..

Sa mataas na bahagi ng lugar na ito, kung saan makikita mo ang magandang langit at buong syudad.

"Nandito pa pala to" Nakita ko ang tangke ng tubig sa rooftoop ng building namin. Bakas pa rin ang pangalan naming nakaukit dito.

Napabuntong hininga ako. "5 years ago"

Unti unti kong binalikan ang mga alaala .

When we met.

When he changed everything about me.

When I loved everything about him.

When the happiest things in my life happened.

And when I left him.

Im really hoping that time machine do exists.