My Bad Girl Neighbor [COMPLETED]

Chapter 13

Me : If you hate me so much, why did you defend me back there? Tell me how you REALLY feel about me, Alex!

For a moment, Alex's fall to a silence

Alex : I can't talk about it.

Me : You hurt me so badly by hooking up with Tianna! Then you turm around and insult her? I don't understand. 

Alex : Tianna's a bitch, she deserved it! But that doesn't mean I care about you... or ANYBODY! Why can't you get it?!

Me : I just want to understand. I know you're upset. You don't have to shout at me.

Alex : ughm just forget about it.

She just walk away from me. Just, like that...

Me : ( what the freaking up with her? )

Later that day

At the lighthouse where Dylan's once bring me...

Me : Hey... ipI thought you'd be here...

Dylan : I needed a break.

Me : I hear you.

Dylan : I'm glad you're here. I was worried about you.Was that Tiamma said true? Were you in love with jeyna?

Me : I was. Kaitlyn, Jeyna and I were best friends our whole lives.   We were BOTH in love with her but -- she choose Kaitlyn. 

Flash back to the past

"The night Kaitlyn died, I went to Jeyna's house. I told her how I felt... And I kissed her... then Tianna came out of Jeyna's room. Whatever Jeyna's reason was for being wih her didn't matter. Jeyna's was a fake. I thought she was perfect but I was wrong. "

Back to lighthouse

Me : I betrayed my sister for nothing. 

Dylan : That's really rough.

Me : So it's not just TRUST,  it's about deserving LOVE. And I don't,  after what I did to Kaitlyn. 

Dylan : I think you and Alex have more in common than you think.

Me : You're right, we both suck. We both hurt people we care about. But that's ONLY way we're alike.

Dylan : I wouldn't be sure about that. 

Me : Why?

Dylan : Alex doesn't think she deserves love either. When she was little, her dad left and Alex blamed herself. 

Me : I had no idea.

Dylan : Alex and her mom moved across town... and Alex's dad got a new girlfriend who didn't want Alex around. Her dad agreed.  He chose his girlfriend ober Alex and Alex was totally crushed.