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Zach's P.O.V.
(For Those Who Don't Remember, The one gay kid who has a crush on Cyrus.)
Why does it have to be this way?
What does Jonah got that I don't?
Oh yeah good looks.
I wish Cyrus could see that I would treat him better than Jonah ever could.
I honestly don't see how Cyrus could ever fall in love with such a dumbass like Jonah.
Intelligence is what is beautiful, only if Cyrus could see that...he would be mine.
What if their relationship can take a break and I can be with Cyrus?
Show him that I am better.
Where is my chance to prove my worth, I would do anything to be with him.
Cyrus and Jonah should break up that way they can explore their options.
Or find new people, like me...who they would like better.
How can one person just take over my heart and make me feel this way?
Only if Cyrus knew or could just somehow see how he makes me feel.
It is so surreal and crazy to think about.
Not a single day goes by that I don't have his name pop up into my head like a text message notification.
Why can't I just get over him?
Oh yeah that is right, it's because I don't want to, I think he's the one I want.
Life itself would be so much fucking easier if I was not attracted to the same gender.
First there is the ballpark, do they even swing that way?
Then on the off chance that they are it does not, I repeat does not mean that they will automatically like me back.
What's worse than crushing on someone who is straight is crushing on someone you could have a chance with, but it's too late they are already off the market.
I sit up in bed and grab a pillow from where my head used to be and hold it across the top of my head and pull the sides down squeezing my head.
To myself I say, "Get over him. He doesn't feel the same"
No matter how much I repeat that sentence the only thing that gets easier is to say it.
I can't get over him, but I must, I don't even want a crush on him anymore.
In fact as crazy as this might sound I don't want to even see or talk to him again.
I love him so much, but if I keep being 'Friends' with him then I will be leading myself and letting myself believe that we could be something more.
Why can't I get it through my head, he has a boyfriend, he is happy, also known as we will never date?
I guess overall I will just sit back and cry myself to sleep being jealous of what Jonah has.
If there is one thing I find most attractive about Jonah it is his boyfriend.
Impossible, is the only word I need to describe my mission to replace Jonah and take his spot.
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