Sitting here crying
Scrolling down my TL
Looking at everyone enjoy their happiness
Finding love and sharing it with the world
What a feeling it must be to love someone who loves you all the same
What a taboo it is for someone like me to find that
I know how to love with everything in me and I just want it back
I'm so tired of wasting it on people who only want to hurt me
Want to leave me
Want to show me just how stupid I am for ever loving them
My heart has been dragged and maimed
It is at 10% and I'm terrified of the walls that have been built.
Soon I won't recognize the love I give.
It will be like an old friend who I couldn't stop fighting with and we decided to call it quits and after years of being apart
I see her and she has grown
But I don't know her anymore
My love will outgrow me
It will leave me
All because its tired of the abuse
And I cant protect her
She is tired of protecting me.
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Lovely Chaos
PoetryThere is the upside to Love and there is the downside. Heartbreak is always a risk when it comes to love.
