I climbed out of bed closing the curtains.Eric turned over still sleeping. I moved into the bathroom quietly shutting the door. I stood in the mirror staring at myself tears starting to form. I sat on the floor hugging.my knees to my chest, my head laying on them, tears pouring out. I wasn't good enough...i should have known. He let me down...
I heard the door open the close, i didn't bother to look to see who came in.
Arms went around me hugging me. I let them hold me just needing a hug. "I'm sorry you had to find out this way but at least you know the truth now." "Yeah, but what am i gonna do now?I cant go home. Tour doesnt end for three months." Well he can't pretend anymo. He's been caught. You can't sleep in his bed anymore. Take the extra bunk at the end of the hall." I didn't speak just let Anthony hold me. We sat that way for a while. I'm not really sure how long before i felt like talking again. "did the guys know?" "honestly... i think so... They suspected something but wanted to be sure first before saying stuff that wasnt true." "They knew and didn't say anything...you knew abd didn't say anything for months. Am i a joke? Something for you guys to laugh at?" "No, God no. Look i just... i had to be sure." He paused before starting again," I couldn't tell you and have him delete everything before you saw it, before i had proof. I had to be sure....i couldnt hurt you over a lie..." He held me tighter, "Especially after everything."
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The Hardest Thing
Fiksi PenggemarAnthony is in love with Jess. She's Eric's. What's a boy in love to do ? Will he risk it all for love? Will he lose his best friend in the process?...
