Random Sturf

Wow my dudes

Haven't written in a while... sorry?
I haven't been busy, I have no social life, I literally have no excuse.
AnYwHo
Last time was October 16th and now it's October 25th. It's not like anyone missed me.
*turns around* ITS BRITNEY BITCH
I mostly forgot what happened in that time, tried to talk to those people I wanna talk to, did school, had depression (what's new), so yeah.

So my parents let me DECIDE whether to do softball so I haven't been there in a week or two. YEET
tried out for drama. I think I failed because of *jazz hands* social anxiety
I talked to Reagan and Sydney (a new friend wow much surprise) the whole time after so yEE
We shouted in an empty school lol but there were still people so reagans like 'sorry'
I walked out of the building, a dude called me Humpty Dumpty, humpty humpty, then a kid younger than me called me gingerbread man
I said no need to be an asshole
Halloween is coming up and I'm alone.
No parties, no friends, nada. Yay?
I talk to Claire more often on the bus and found out she's DATING CLAUDIA I SHIP IT also she's really awesome
She complimented me saying I had pretty eyes and I never get compliments cuz I'm an irrelevant fat piece of trash (no seriously I feel bad when I eat and skipped lunch for two days fuck why am I saying this to the internet)
I talk to Garrett too he's really nice and funny
I talk to jade too and she's really good as well
OK I REPEAT I OBSESS OVER MAKING FRIENDS AND ACTUALLY TALKING TO PEOPLE CUZ IM NOT USED TO IT IM NOT CREEPY I SWEAR
Reagan is being mEaN tO mE (jk not really it's a joke we have)
I guess I'm social... sometimes
Sometimes I'm too afraid to talk to people and they have to come talk to me first
Garrett's in my gym class and we were sitting out (as a choice) and literally stood there and stared at the ground and the other people talking
With like ten minutes left Garrett noticed and did a funny wave then I sat down.
Wow.
I am so WEIRD
anyway that's my life currently
Boring asf as always